My Alpha Stepbrother's Dirty Secret novel Chapter 304

Chapter 33

Diana's POV

It was only after we had finished that I realized just what I had done. My body still tingled from the intense pleasure‚ but regret crashed over me like cold water. I lay there on the examination bed‚ feeling the sticky warmth of Isaac's cum on my skin‚ and suddenly everything hit me hard. I had given myself to him completely. My virginity‚ the one thing I promised to save for Gabriel‚ was gone. Just like that.

"Shit!" I cussed out loud‚ my voice sharp and panicked. I tried to jump off the bed‚ but a sharp pain shot through my leg‚ making me gasp in agony. It felt like fire burning up my thigh‚ right where he had held me so tightly. My whole lower body ached‚ sore and tender from everything we had done. Tears burned in my eyes again‚ not from pleasure this time‚ but from the mess I had made of my life.

"Easy‚ baby‚" Isaac said quickly‚ reaching out to help me. His hand was warm and steady‚ but I pushed it away hard. I couldn't let him touch me now. Not after what happened. My heart twisted with guilt as I thought about Gabriel. I had told him I wanted to wait until our wedding night. He trusted me. And now? Now I had betrayed him in the worst way possible‚ right here in this office.

"Oh great! Just great!” I yelled‚ my voice cracking with frustration. I felt exposed‚ vulnerable without them. I smoothed down my pencil skirt as best I could‚ but it clung to my thighs in a way that made me uncomfortable. “I hate you! I hate you!”

I was acting childish‚ I knew that. Deep down‚ I remembered begging him to take me‚ to go harder. But couldn't he have resisted? Couldn't he have stopped when he saw how lost I was? It was all his fault. He had pushed me to that point‚ broken down my walls until I couldn't think straight. And now I had lost what should have been for my fiancé.