Fated to My Twin Sister's Alpha (Violet and Asher) novel Chapter 10

Violet’s POV

I slowly opened my eyes. I was lying in bed in a strange room. The smell of disinfectant told me that I was in a hospital.

The pain hit me like a wave once I woke up. I had been having this pain ever since that position hid my scent and my wolf disappeared. Sometimes it was so bad at night that I couldn’t sleep.

But this one was by far the worst one that I had got–I fainted

right on the spot.

I groaned in bed while taking in small breathes, trying to ease the pain. But it didn’t work. If I still had my wolf, it would cure all my

injures and sickness. But I lost her to the potion. So I was on

myself right now.

Then an enticing smell floated into my nostrils.

It was an awesome, earthy smell mixed with a hint of pine tree. It

was so soothing. I could feel my pain lighten up almost

immediately.

I couldn’t help but take another big inhale and turned my stiff

head, looking for the source of that smell.

Then I saw him.

Asher was lying on the same bed with me, soundly asleep. The

bed was too small for a huge guy like him, so he was basically

huddled on the bed. His left arm was underneath my neck like a

pillow, and his right arm was on my belly.

He was hugging me in his sleep.

I stared at his face. He looked so peaceful right now. But the last

time I saw him, his face was full of anger, disappointment, and

hatred.

I knew Asher hated me. He had a reason to be.

I ran away for 5 years and left a huge mess behind. The

matebond still existed between us, which meant that Asher

couldn’t live in peace with his Luna because he hadn’t rejected me

yet.

I caused Asher’s pain. And I was the reason Kylie was sick. I

guessed my parents didn’t think that far when they made that

decision.

I quietly snuck deeper into his arms and rested my head on his

chest.

This moment felt stolen. Who knew what would happen when

he woke up? He might decide to reject me right away. So this was

the last chance I got with him.

His skin was burning. I couldn’t help but placed my lips on his

neck, feeling the throbbing vein underneath the skin.

His scent got stronger, invading my senses. I breathed faster,

Jopening my mouth like I was thirsty. I couldn’t resist the

temptation–I wanted to get closer to him. Closer.

My need had never been stronger. I guessed it was his scent that

made me horny. I squeezed my legs together but that still wasn’t

enough to kill the void that I felt.

The right hand that he kept on my belly traveled downward. I

gasped and realized that he was awake already.

“Asher.” I breathed, half–moaning.

His hand was on my upper thigh, slipping into my panties. Then

he would find out that I was drenching wet already.

I called his name again, begging. He lowered his head and caught

my lips hungrily. Maybe because he didn’t want to hear my

voice.

He pushed my underwear aside. With a swift and hard move, he

thrust his finger into me.

I gasped, my body bouncing at this surprised finger fuck. He used

his legs to separate my legs, keeping them wide so that it was

easier for him to move his finger.

“You are a virgin,” he whispered into my ears.

I panted. I couldn’t say a full sentence. I couldn’t think straight. My mind was clouded by pleasure.

He growled deeply and added another finger. Then he picked up

the pace, fucking me with his middle and index finger.

I moaned and groaned, my body twitching as this sweet pleasure

tortured me. The pleasure escalated. I was pushed closer and

closer to the edge.

Then I came, hard and fast on his fingers. The orgasm was so

strong that I felt like I was shocked by thunder.

Quietly, he pulled his finger out and lay down by my side. He

wasn’t even looking at me.

I was a bit disappointed. I had felt his throbbing bulge when he

fingered me earlier. But he chose not to release himself on me.

Maybe because he didn’t think I was worth it, or maybe because

he had already decided to reject me.

Whatever it was, I was not in the position to complain. I was happy enough that I had my first orgasm with him. What else

could I ask for.

He was gazing up at the ceiling, deep in his own thoughts. I just

realized that there were dark circles underneath his eyes. He

looked exhausted.

“What’s on your mind?” I asked.

There was a long silence. Just when I thought he wouldn’t

answer, he spoke up, “Do you know what it was like to lose your

mate?”

“Of course I do.” I said lowly. “It is.a nightmare.“”

7 years, I endured that pain alone. At least Asher still had his

members by his side, and he even had Kylie. But I had no one to

turn to.

“I lost a member today,” he said lowly. “It was heartbreaking. I

couldn’t save him. Had to watch him die in front of me. But

nothing I felt came close to what his mate experienced. She

refused to leave his body. Maybe it was because the pain and

trauma, she started hurting herself, biting and tearing her own.

flesh off. It was.horrible.”

I shivered. Yeah, I could imagine that. When I just lost Asher, I

just wanted to smash my head against the wall to stop the

internal pain, but even that wasn’t much of a help.

He directed his gaze upon me, his eyes dark.

“Why weren’t you affected by our matebond?” he asked.

I bit my lips and felt my heart shattered by that question.

He thought losing him was easy? I just chose to endure the pain.

alone, but that didn’t mean that I wasn’t in pain. I never let the

others see my weakness, so it made people believe that I couldn’t

feel things.

I envied Kylie sometimes. She could easily let people realize how

vulnerable she was. It was a gift.

“You chose to give up our matebond willingly. So that must have

been easy for you,” he said in a half–sarcastic and half–accusatory

tone.

He didn’t know that my parents forced me into it. I begged him,

“I’ll tell you everything later. The truth. Please give me a chance

to explain.”

Yet he let out a sneer, “Don’t bother. I am so done with your

secrets and lie. I won’t believe a single thing that you say.”

“Asher please.”

“No explanation will make up to the 7 years you took from me. So

don’t even start, Violet.”

Chapter 10

Violet’s POV

“You need to leave,” I warned him.

you-”

home 7 years ago. And frankly speaking, I was done keeping this secret for mom anymore.

I know he is my one. I am just not sure if this is a two–way thing.