But You’re My Maid novel Chapter 36

Jordan's POV

I watched her as she slept, I looked at her naked form, her curves, her boobs, her belly, my baby, our baby inside of her I will never get tired of saying that, our baby, we made the child out of our passion on growing love of one another, she was mine all mine and without her I was nothing, no amount of money, fame or power could compare to the amount of love and happiness she could give me.

I smiled as I watched her lay down her head on the pillow and her hair all over some sticking to her forehead from our intense lovemaking yesterday, she was the only thing keeping me in my right state of mind and without her nothing seems perfect. I placed my hand on her belly when I suddenly felt a little kick. My baby, he or she is moving, I looked like a fool with this big ass grin on my face and my ear to her belly as I waited for the next kick.

"Hey, baby come to give daddy a next kick please."I kissed her belly when I felt it again.

"I guess the baby likes their daddy's voice."I heard her sweet voice.

I looked at her and kissed her sweet lips.

"I guess so." I smiled putting my hand on her belly but I couldn't get it through my head how she got pregnant. I thought she was on the pill, "How did you get pregnant? I thought you were on the pill."

"What you don't want this baby?"She looked at me with disgust as she sat up and was about to leave the bed as I pulled her back down.

"Jesus Christ Kandy of course I want our baby for fuck sake. I just thought you were on the pill that's why I never used a condom."

"So you telling me before me the multiple of women you fucked if they said they were on this 'pill' you would fuck them raw?" She asked

"God no your the first person I ever did this to, got pregnant and had sex raw."

"For crying out loud Jordan I'm seventeen, I'm naive I didn't know bout sex, I didn't think of getting pregnant or a pill I didn't know these things cause your my first."She began to cry, I didn't like seeing her cry.

"Shh no baby it's not your fault I should have known but I still want this baby, I want to be the best father I could be to this baby, I will love it and give it the best life and childhood I couldn't have. I promise you and our baby that." I kissed her lips. And she nodded when my phone rang. What is it now? I left Liam in charge of everything. Why is he calling?

"What?" I growled out.

"Jordan It's an urgent family matter, It involves you, sister, and parents."

"Fine, I get my private jet to come to get me, "I said looking at Kandy.

I hang up the phone.

"Get packing, we're leaving, we're going back home."

"No Jordan I can't. I like it here. I have a job."

"Your place is with me home Kandy, I'll give you three days, a week tops before I bring you back willingly or by force, "I said with a serious stern voice.

I will have someone call her job to fire her. She needs to come home to my bed.

"Fine."She shouted.

"Sweets don't be mad. It's just I miss you and I am worried I have some family matters to be taken care of tonight then I'll fly straight back out here so we could go to the doctor and the gender of the baby."I kissed her forehead and she nodded.

"Ben please don't do this not right now."My mother pleaded. We had the right to know, all these years lied to, and what for? For money?

Then the man I knew as my father all these fucking years finally spoke up," You see kids your mother, she wasn't as saintly as you thought, your mother had Jordan when she was twenty-one to my brother while we were engaged she was fucking him behind my back because they were so in love with each other, but I knew I loved her but she didn't love me back, she loved him and he loved her and they wanted to be together but seeing that he was the youngest and I was the oldest I got her we become engaged then she found out she was pregnant with you, I mean Jordan you're a spitting image of your father you grew up to be just like him, "He growled out, "so I chose to forgive your mother and still married her for my love of her but then she did it again she cheated on me again with my brother, then I wanted her to get an abortion but she wouldn't so she had Allison."

I looked at my mother to see tears falling on her face, no wonder he hated me and Ally so much, no one why when he looked at me he saw only anger cause she was fucking his brother.

"Where is my father now ?"I growled out.

"Oh I save the best part for last, one day my brother didn't know I knew he was fucking my wife so we went on a drive he though we were on a mission to kill someone people for money it wasn't a money mission for sure it was a killing mission, we walked in the back of the alley when it was only both of us I told him I knew he was fucking my wife and he had to come out the picture so I shot him nine times until he wasn't moving more."He laughed

My thoughts were consuming me, my mind didn't know what to think what to do or how to act to the new information I had received, I walked out of my office hearing the cries of my mother called my name I just couldn't face her right now with everything that I was just told I just needed to thin.

I was now at the bar and I was drinking and I didn't stop when my phone rang and I picked up without looking at the caller.

"Baby," Her voice soothes me, "Ally called me and told me what happened, where are you? are you ok?"

"I'm still trying to understand why she hid it for twenty-five years of my life, I'm at the bar."

"Baby come back to me please. Come tonight, I need you, your baby needs you, we need you."

Her voice was in a whisper as I looked at myself. Why was I drinking when I had a whole woman and baby who loved me? I was going back to Chicago tonight.