But You’re My Maid novel Chapter 34

Kandy's POV

I woke up to dry tears on my face. I moan slightly, opening up my eyes thinking that this was no nightmare that I was in but this was indeed a reality. Jordan kidnapping and us having a huge argument. I was so tired and I was still tied up. I looked around to see if I had anything that could help me get loose. I needed to get away from him and he was acting crazy.

I just these four months had taken a toll on him but it did the same with me but he didn't have to do this to prove his point. For God's sake. I'm four months pregnant with his child. Who does he think he is asking me if I have been fucked. He made my blood pressure rise with anger. I heard the doorknob move to look at Jordan looking at me. He looked like he had a rough night also. His hair was all over the place and he had bags under his eyes now he knows how I feel right now being tied up and having to sleep like this.

"I can't seem to want to let you go, "He shakes his head looking at me with his big blue eyes, "Why are you doing this to me? My heart?"

I look at him to see the pain in them, the pain I caused. I want nothing more but to hug him and tell him I was sorry for leaving him.

"I don't know what I was thinking tying you up, I wasn't thinking I just saw your face and I knew I couldn't lose you again, you're the only person I love."

I bit down on my lips to stop myself from wanting to cry so much.

"Do you still mean it?"I said looking at him, his eyes snapped to mine as I spoke, "Do you still mean it when you say I'm yours."

"Yes Kandy, fuck, of course, I still mean it, baby."He said with so much passion.

"Jordan...baby please untie me, please..I won't run I promise."

He looked at me, walking over to me then slowly undoing my hands and feet. I sat up looking for my clothes but didn't see it, he knew what I was looking for so instead he threw me his shirt and I slipped it on.

He pulled me in his lap."I've missed you, sweets."

"I've missed you too."He kissed my lips as I put my face in his neck smelling his manly scent that I have been missing so much since I came here.

"I love you." My heart raced at his words, it was so long I have heard them since I left my heart alive again.

"I love you also."

But my mind was on other things like, what was he doing while I was away, did he hook up with anyone, was he happy? Did he go to parties?

"How have you been? Since I left."

"I wasn't in the right state of mind, I was at the bar every night drinking my life away, I wouldn't go to work, Ally would have to drag me, I wouldn't sleep, I was restless."

My heart sank, I made him drive himself to do all those things.

He looked like he didn't want to tell me but still opened his mouth to say.

"It was two weeks before I came here."

"Who was she?"

"Sweets please don't."

"who was she?"

"A co-worker at my office."

I look at him with shock because he said he would never fuck any of the persons he worked with but he still went and did what he said he wouldn't.

"I have no right to be jealous because we weren't together, you were right? I am just some kid that can't satisfy her man, that got knocked up at seventeen."I felt broken as I felt my heart cry.

I came off his lap looking for some of his clothes and putting it on before running out before he could catch up to me going back to my small apartment. As I heard him call my name, I kept running.