But You’re My Maid novel Chapter 33

Jordan's POV

I know kidnapping her was wrong, but I felt like that was the only way she would let us finally talk. The thought of losing was so terrible to me that I would through any length to keep her. I looked at her naked body as she was sleeping. I had her hands tied together and her legs tied one by one against each pole frame. I looked down at her growing belly smiling to myself at my little one growing inside of her. I wonder if it was a girl or boy.

God knows I fucked up by just kidnapping and bringing her into this motel, but these are the crazy things you do where you're in love, you kidnap. Plus if I had let her get away she probably would have run away to the next location, not that I would give up on finding her. She was my everything.

From the moment I read that note she had left me, the moment her side of the bed was cold, I should know that she was running away, something my father made her do, just thinking bout it made me furious to know that he didn't want me the least bit happy all he wanted was more money. He and my mother were arranged to get married. They weren't married by love. I could see the way they looked at each other. They didn't love each other.

Four months.

Four months of torture.

Four months of drinking my sorrows away.

Four months of me searching.

I would die each time I woke praying it was a dream and touch her side of the bed to see if she was gone. The four months I was away from her and the child I just found out about. When I touched her belly in the parking lot of a diner, I couldn't help myself finally feeling that she was here in my arms again. But when I saw the guy hug her my mind went all over the place had she moved on from me I thought.

I was happy when I was looking for her then I remember I placed a tracking chip in the necklace that I gave her with my initial, I was happy that I knew she was wearing it, so that meant she still loved me right? The moment I got the location she was Chicago I left all my paperwork undone on my desk and left my office immediately when the chip said she was at a diner there.

I looked at her as she began to groan slightly and stirring. When I saw those hazel eyes I missed so much. When she tried to move she realized that I had tied her up.

"Jordan, what are you doing? Let me go, I have to get back to work. People must be worried."Her soft voice I missed so much as I shook my head. I can't let her go. I have missed her way too much to let her go anywhere.

"NO, "I shouted. When I noticed she narrowed her eyes and noticed that her clothing was missing.

"So what you plan on leaving the mother of your child tied up like this forever."She spat.

I laughed bitterly, "Oh now you give yourself a title, where was that title when you left me with a note? damn it."

"Your bastard of a father told me if I didn't get lose that he would ruin your reputation of having sex with me at underage."She sobbed, "And I didn't want that to happen so when he caught me talking to myself trying to think ways to tell you I was pregnant. He told me that he would make sure to go to the press and make you do jail time because I was the reason you didn't go through with his deal in marrying Freta."

My father told all this and she did this to save me, she didn't have to do this I could have saved myself. He wanted the money that much he made the mother of my child run away from her own home to keep me safe. I was lost in thoughts about how I was going to kill him when I get back to New York.

"Jordan please let me go."

"Why do you just run away again? NO, I won't let you go? Your mines Kandy!" I said as I was about to leave the room, "I didn't need saving by the way I just needed you." I said and she sobbed harder as I left the room.

I was in the motel kitchen and I could hear her loud sobs. Everything just was confusing to me. Now my emotions were all over the place. I wanted to fight, cry and just give up on everything. I went to get a glass of water looking at it then turning my back and smashing it against the wall rubbing my hand through my hair.

I went to go to bed in the room to see her sleeping soundly. I guess the whole pregnancy makes her tired. I should feel bad for still having her tied up but I somehow didn't. I knew that like this she wouldn't get away. I lightly put my fingertips on her firm belly rubbing it.

"Hey my baby, I knew I made your momma cry and I am sorry, I do love her and will love you too and try my damn best to be the best father I could be, the one my father should have been to me."I kissed her belly and went to sleep on the sofa.