“What if he’s not dead?”
“Who’s not dead?”
“Who?”
For a split second, Mila wondered if she’d misheard. As the words sank in, she couldn’t help thinking Eugene had lost his mind.
Her instinct was to refute him—anyone would. But when she opened her mouth, for reasons she couldn’t explain, what came out was not a denial but a question. “What… do you mean?”
She didn’t even know why she asked.
It was almost a reflex—questioning, but not denying.
Eugene said nothing, a heavy silence settling between them, their breathing the only sound echoing down the phone line.
After what felt like ages, she finally heard Eugene’s voice again, calm and collected. “It’s nothing, Mila. I’m a little out of it today, just talking nonsense. It’s a hypothetical. I just wanted to know how you felt about my brother… Never mind. Don’t worry about it. I’ll call you when I’m in a better state.”
He rambled through a muddled explanation, then hung up.
Mila didn’t stop him. She wanted to—wanted to call out and demand answers—but her throat felt blocked, no sound coming out at all.
Or maybe it was instinct—she was afraid to ask.
She didn’t know.
Students streamed past her in the dorm hallway, the air buzzing with chatter and footsteps, but to Mila, the world felt utterly silent. Her hand, still holding the phone pressed to her ear, was frozen in place. It wasn’t until a jostling student bumped into her, knocking her phone from her numb fingers, that she snapped out of it.
Before she could bend down to retrieve it, the student who’d bumped her picked it up, handing it back with an apologetic smile. “Sorry about that. Didn’t see you there…”
Mila took the phone, dazed, not quite sure if she’d heard him or not, shaking her head as if to clear it. She turned away in a fog, nearly walking into a tree by the sidewalk more than once before she finally managed to pull herself together. She realized in this state, there was no way she could drive home safely.
She’d probably get into an accident.
So she called for a ride.
Waiting beside her car, she couldn’t help but replay Eugene’s words in her mind. He’d claimed he was speaking nonsense, that she shouldn’t take it seriously, but she couldn’t let it go. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t shake the feeling that something was off.
It wasn’t the first time she’d felt this way.
But how could it be possible?
He died right in front of her, in her arms.
The images from that night’s party replayed in her mind, each detail slowing down: the scattering roses—red and black—the man’s body collapsing to the floor, her hands slick with blood… blood everywhere… blood?
Mila looked down at her hands, splayed open in her lap, an odd sense of dread swelling inside her, like she was on the verge of piercing some dense fog but couldn’t find the way through.
Blood?
After the events in Rome, she’d locked it away, never expecting to need it again. But now, unsettled and anxious, she wasn’t even sure what she was afraid of.
She carried the dagger upstairs and tucked it under her pillow. She was exhausted from everything that had happened, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t sleep.
She sat on the edge of the bed, staring into space.
Eventually, she texted her hacker friend—the one she’d known for years, whose odd hours meant it was always easier to reach him at night than during the day.
She needed an answer for something she’d asked about before.
Back when Sophia had lost control and attacked someone, Mila hadn’t believed Leonard’s explanation for the call that stopped her—so she’d quietly asked her friend to investigate.
She wanted to know who was behind it.
At the time, it was just a hunch and she hadn’t pushed too hard, but now, the more she thought about it, the stranger it seemed. She was done waiting.
Her friend replied almost immediately.
[Whoever’s behind it has top-level security and anti-tracing. I can’t break through without tipping them off. Do you want me to keep going?]
One phone call.
Just one call, and this much effort to cover their tracks? They’d said it was a relative from the Pembroke family, but the Pembrokes weren’t involved in government, and it was a private line—why would someone go to such lengths to stop Sophia from lashing out?
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