Chapter 232
I spend extra time washing off all the grime from the forest multiple times. It almost feels strange to not have a layer of dirt coating my skin.
Just as I move to turn the, now cooling, water off, a surge of pain rips through me and I just barely stop myself from hitting the floor. I can feel my chest constrict as my lungs try to take in air. Her pack is literally being held captive. Who could she possibly be f*cking right now? I rest my head on the cool tile as wave after wave of nausea runs over me. I don’t know what she is doing, but it has never hurt this bad before.
I can’t take it, my whole body convulses. I step out of the walk in shower on shaky legs, just barely making it to the toilet and emptying what’s left of my dinner. I hope these walls are sound resistant at least, because I can’t stop the cry of pain that bursts from me.
I curl up on the bath mat. I know this isn’t over, it’s punishment for letting the pack get taken. She has never once been with me. She said she wanted to wait to mate until we were able to mark each other at the same time.
I didn’t know what the pain was at first, not until I caught her with one of the guys from camp. She said she couldn’t help herself.
That the drive for s*x was too strong, but her father told her we can’t, so she found an alternative. When I explained what the pain felt like, she just told me that I was strong enough to handle it and it would make us closer in the end. I have been with exactly one person since then.
I didn’t enjoy it, but I was angry and jealous and I wanted her to feel the same pain I did.


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