Chapter 1183 You Can Do Whatever You Want
But Eugene did not leave but continued, “Your age and other people’s opinion are external factors, so don’t think about them. Think about yourself, Mom. Would you consider Mr. Gedding if you’re going to start a new romantic relationship?”
Ellen felt a hot sensation surging in her cheeks. Her upbringing had made her used to restrain her emotions. Even if she thought Hector was a good man, she would habitually hide her real feelings. However, she felt extremely shy when talking to her son about this topic.
“Alright. You don’t have to worry about me. I’m doing fine alone.”
However, Eugene refused to give up. “Mom, you can be honest with me. Everyone has their right to happiness. You’re only 54, and according to the average lifespan of Criecians, you still have at least twenty years to live. You’ve been living half your life full of grievances; do you still want to continue living like that for the next twenty years of your life? I’m not saying that you must accept Mr. Gedding as your partner. I just want you to be happy and have someone to accompany you for the rest of your life. If you don’t like him, I can help you look out for others.”
Ellen hurriedly declined. “No. No need for that. I-I…”
Eugene laughed. “Are you saying Mr. Gedding is a good match?”
Hearing that, Ellen choked up and felt like something was stuck in her throat, rendering her unable to talk. She had been alone for many years. Was she lonely? Of course! Especially during quiet nights. She would ask herself what she did wrong to deserve all those suffering. Her husband cheated, plotted against her, and almost killed her.
She could not figure it out, nor could she let it go. There was no one she could talk about her grievances with. It was so tiring that she previously felt like ending her life, but her rationality told her she had to continue living to make up for her son’s efforts. She had been adding restrictions upon restriction onto herself, forcing herself to do this and that. However, she had never asked herself what she wanted.
Having been without desire and at peace with herself for many years, she was used to suppressing her emotions. But now her son told her she could be herself and do whatever she wanted. Also, she had their absolute support and good wishes. That feeling instantly made her forget all the sufferings she had experienced over the past few decades.
Eugene grabbed her hand and patiently wiped away her tears, coaxing her, “Don’t cry. Didn’t Mr. Gedding tell you that your happy days are coming? He’s alone, and you’re alone. Olivia and I can rest assured if you two can be together. Isn’t that the best of both worlds?
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