Chapter 794 “Charlie, your legs are not…”
“You don’t have to lie to me! I heard it! I heard it all!” Charlie pushed her away with all his might. He said angrily, “All of you are lying to me, right? You just want me to be the butt of the joke!”
“No. Charlie, can you calm down first?”.
“My legs are crippled. How could I calm down? How could I!?”
The things on the table and bed had been thrown away by him. He could only hit himself to relieve himself of the anger. “Why did you all save me? Why don’t you just let me die? I don’t want to live a life as a disabled person. I would rather die! Do you hear me!?” Charlie was so agitated his eyes reddened. Meredith gritted her teeth and yelled at him, “Charlie, are you blaming me?”
She pounced at him, grabbed his agitated trembling body, and said, “Charlie, you have become like this because of me. Even if you want to die, I should be the one who dies first. You don’t want to live anymore, right? Okay, I’ll die first. Once I die, no one will stop you anymore.
Then, Meredith rushed to the balcony. In the nick of time, Charlie pulled her back “Didn’t you want to die? Why did you pull me back?” Meredith looked at him with tears in her eyes. “Charlie, I shouldn’t have brought you back here. No. I shouldn’t have left the country with you. If it weren’t for me, how would you be in an accident? You could scold me and blame me, but can you stop hurting yourself?”
“Meredith, I’m not blaming you.” Charlie finally calmed down a lot. He said with reddened eyes, “I just don’t want to live like a disabled person. I can’t accept myself this way!”
“Has anyone not met any challenges in their lifetime? Back when I was hopeless and desperate, didn’t you help me?” Meredith said bitterly, “I remembered that I said the same thing to you too back then. I was worried I would be a burden to you. You built my confidence back bit by bit and I slowly got better.” She knew that Charlie would barely listen to her at that moment. She no longer planned to continue talking. She cupped his handsome face with both her hands and said, “Charlie, if you’re really afraid that you’ll be a burden, you will stay strong and continue living your best life, okay?” Charlie did not answer her. His eyes were empty.
The good news was that he was no longer worked up.
Meredith cautiously helped him back to bed. She said gently, “Have a good sleep first. We’ll talk about it once you wake up.” 1 Naturally, Charlie could not sleep, but he still closed his eyes.
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