Chapter 1013 Meredith originally thought that she killed Charlie, and when she saw such a horrifying photo, she felt even more guilty and nervous.
Goldie finally helped Meredith to the bed. Seeing that she could not calm down for a long
time, she had to pick up her mobile phone and call Josiah.
Besides Josiah, she did not know who to turn to for help.
As soon as Josiah heard that Meredith had been pranked, he immediately got up and left the office, and while walking, he instructed Mister Wesley to investigate the culprit behind the prank
Mister Wesley agreed and went to do it immediately.
When Josiah arrived at the apartment, Meredith was still shivering in the corner of the bed.
“Edith, what’s wrong with you?” Josiah stretched out his hand and pulled her out of the corner of the bed. He put her in his arms and comforted her gently. “It’s alright, I’m here.”
“No!”
Meredith did not accept his tenderness, but pushed him away, staring at him fiercely with tears in her eyes. “Don’t come here! Don’t come near me!”
“Edith, I’m Josiah.”
Josiah thought she was insane and could not recognize him anymore.
Meredith still glared at him and said, “Josiah, get out of here! I don’t want to see you! don’t want to see you again in my life!”
“Edith, what’s wrong with you?”
She was fine before, why did she suddenly hate him?
“That’s because I love you, Edith.” Josiah pulled her over bitterly, held her shoulders with both hands, and stared at her deeply. “I love you, I miss you, I can’t bear to be apart from you… That’s why I always want to pester you, even if you reject me again and again, even if I know it’s wrong, I still can’t control myself.”
“Edith, isn’t this reason ridiculous? Still, it’s true. You can hate me, but please don’t hate yourself, and don’t blame yourself.”
“Also, everything he did, in the end, was to let you come back to me and live the life you wanted to live. So, don’t say that Charlie blames you or hates you. If you misunderstand him like this, he will be sad in the afterlife too.”
“How do you know this is the life I want to live?” Meredith broke free from his grip and said, “Josiah, I never once thought about coming back to you. I just wanted to live a good life with Charlie…”
“Yes, you never betrayed him, so why do you blame yourself?” Josiah asked with a wry smile.
“Also, Charlie thought you wanted to come back to me and Nia, that’s why he decided to do it for you.”
At this time, Meredith was not listening to Josiah at all. She just kept blaming herself and pushed him away.
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