Rejected Mate and Following Fate - Awakening Book novel Chapter 71

I stroll down the stairs of the main sweeping staircase after I am done eating with Sierra, feeling heavy with everything we talked about. It’s almost noon and the house is eerily quiet, but noises of the busy village outside are filtering through on the now open windows on the light breeze. It’s still raining, but it has promise of a brighter day again and the schoolhouse is getting its first proper use today, now it’s almost complete. No more children in the great hall at all from now on and I squint that way as male wolves begin streaming out of the double doors at the far end of the hall as I step the last tread.

It’s where Colton has convened the sentinels from patrol, his best packs, and they have been discussing everything to do with continuing to maintain our peaceful and safe existence. Supply runs, financials, as we still have to bear the weight of our pack, even with severance from the main Santo millions. Luckily Colton had his own inheritance and his own trust fund that Juan couldn’t touch and with some of our adopted packs from the mountain, they too brought in funds to help keep us afloat for a very long time. We have investments and share sin the human world and we seem to be ticking over nicely, despite the loss of Colton’s rightful wealth. Wolves don’t need the things humans do to survive, but it’s easier to feed and clothe a pack than it is to hunt , forage, and live like wild animals.

I yawn and stretch out as I make my way past the flood of departing Lychens, receiving the lowered nods and mumbles of ‘Luna’ in passing. Showing their respect and I smile and wait until the passage is clear enough for me to proceed. I will eventually get used to this change in how I’m treated but it still sits kind of funny in my stomach. I’m getting better at taking hold of my role and accepting it now, but always forever will be that unworthy girl with her doubts circling in my stomach. The awkwardness at the respect shown my way is still strange.

I push into the now partially empty great hall, with its multitudes of military straight seats, all facing the front podium where our sub pack are lounging around in various positions. On seats, on the floor, and Colton is sat on the edge of the podium with his legs hanging free, looking like a teen boy hanging out at lunch break in high school. They’re huddle close enough that I can tell they’re summarizing their meeting and discussing something further. I wander closer and pick up on their lowered tones easily.

“We limit supply runs to daylight hours, mid-day, only. We have to be alert more than before as we don’t know what they are capable of.” Colton carries on, glancing my way with a quick smile to acknowledge me and it’s clear they are talking about the presence of the witch or witches in the woods.

“Does daylight really help?” I ask with a smile as I hop up next to him on the ledge and he instinctively slides his arm around my shoulders and kisses me on the temple.

“No, but it means they aren’t any straying vamps and we might hold our own against witches with a little more effect.” He smiles and shoulder nudges me with that cheeky gorgeous smile of his and I wrinkle my nose back at him. Always melting at his briefest of expressions and I sigh at how lovestruck I still am for this boy.

“Good Morning, Hemara.” Meadow cuts in, pulling my attention to the only other wolf in the pack that I love spending all my time with equally. Her usual title of sister warms my heart, as does her loving smile, and I beam her way with my obvious affection for her.

“Good morning. So, what was so important that you had to kidnap my breakfast partner from me this fine day?” I lean into Colton’s neck, nuzzling snugly under his chin as I watch the uneasy shift in my pack. The instant change in tension and atmosphere as Cesar and Jesus both glance to Colton with a subtle flicker of apprehension. My stomach plummets, my chest tightens, and my suspicion is instantly piqued.

What is it? I link Colton immediately, feeling his own rise in stress levels and knowing this is something I NEED to be told. He hesitates slightly, that raise in his heartbeat has me all wide eyes and I sit stiffly to eyeball him from my lower position.

“We had new incoming before dawn. Runaways from the mountain. We put them in the guest wing in a room for now, but they brought some news about how things are over there, and we don’t quite know what to believe.” Colton stares over my head at Meadow and I catch the communication glance. Something neither is wanting to say out loud, but they are both so obvious it’s painful.

“Is it bad? What is it?” I blurt out, instantly anxious, nerves rising into panic and Colton tightens his arm around me, leaning in to nuzzle against my temple.

“It’s Carmen….. She arrived here with her mom this morning, minus their father” he pauses waiting for my reaction and I tense all over. My heart lurches into my stomach and my heartbeat seems to thump through my brain as my throat runs dry.

It’s not like I have anything to worry about when it comes to Carmen, it’s just I hate her, and our history isn’t great. She’s his ex-lover, ex almost mate, and I almost lost him to her, thinking he marked her months ago. I know I shouldn’t feel anything, but it’s complicated with our history and my green-eyed side piques. Jealousy consuming me almost in a nanosecond as my body is engulfed in heat and anger. Carmen is a prize bitch and in no way a person I will ever like.

“Send her to go find somewhere else to hide. She chose to stay and now what, we’re conveniently here when it goes to shit.!” I attempt to pull away, hackles rising but Colton holds me tight and doesn’t relent. Keeping me lassoed in his embrace and persistent with his hug so I can’t get away from him. He knows how to handle me when I flare up and he doesn’t let go or shift in any way to give me a slight chance of dodging his grip. He knows I may self-combust if I am let loose to pace and rant.

“I did think about it, trust me, I did. She’s not the main issue and I can’t throw her mom out. She never did anything wrong…. Lorey, it’s not about her. My dad has the mountain in chaos, the people are suffering ….” Colton tries to soothe but I butt in angrily.

“What about her dad? Isn’t he Juan’s second in command? Won’t he come looking for her and put our people in danger!” I huff impatiently, grinding out words from clenched teeth, knowing I am being stupid over this, but it wasn’t exactly what I was expecting to walk into. She just killed the rest of my mood in one fell swoop.

“She said that’s the reason they left. The wolves have somehow gained access to our memory shares and are passing them through the mountain. All of it…. what he did to your family, my mom, everything. They are starting to see him for what he really is, and Tawna couldn’t stay by the side of a mate who betrayed the people and supported an alpha who murders his own. They are here for our protection, not our judgement.” Colton’s stern tone, just a step away form his alpha gift and I glare at him with a threatening dare to even use that on me. He frowns at me and seems to recoil his commandeering vibe a little, knowing only full well I will erupt if he tries to control me.

“Juan is losing control; the mountain is weak and that leaves the rest of our people weaker. He’s so focused on trying to keep the ones that are left, he’s ignoring the threat of the Vamps. Their attacks are as frequent as ours and they’ve lost many from his carelessness.” Meadow pipes in sorrowfully, pulling my heated rage towards her genuine angst-ridden expression and it completely sobers my mood. Her care for those people mirrors my own instinct as Luna to want to help them. The thought of the wolves trusting him to keep them safe and yet dying at his hand’s tugs at my stomach and heart and cools my jealous pang almost immediately. As Luna of my people, their care and protection is my goal in life, and it pains me to think of the vulnerable left behind who are afraid every second. I know what living as a possession under Juan’s rule was like.

“She said he’s locking them down like it’s a prison camp and any who get caught trying to leave are punished severely. We’re talking beat downs in the isolation tank, torture…. He’s unhinged and he’s forcing them to stay with him.” Radar is the one to add fuel to the fire with his snarly tone, rage obvious in his words, and I shake my head in disbelief.

“We always knew he would use any means to retain power.” I nod sadly and try not to picture how many children and femmes we left there to be controlled and abused by them.

“More are coming this way; we gain every couple of weeks and we won’t have the space to keep them all if it carries on. Now we’re limited to the rune boundary we can’t expand outwards further, unless Rema Santo knows how to apply protection beyond the boundaries. The village is full, the house is once again filling as newcomers are faster than our ability to build. He will be sat with an empty mountain, while we’re crammed in here unable to breathe.” Matteo is the one to bring this detail to light, standing as he moves closer and perches on the back of Domi’s seat and Colton sighs heavily.

“We can’t turn them away. Fractured pack or not, those are our people. By right’s, I’m their alpha, it’s my job to care for them even if circumstance made them stay behind. We have to find a way to accommodate them and hope more come out before it’s too late.”

“How did I get so lucky in finding a mate who’s beautiful and smart…. You make every day easier; you know that?” Colton leans in and brushes a kiss across my lips, warmly soft and yet he still ignites butterflies; lingering a moment to rub his nose against mine and my insides melt and combust all at the same time. It never ceases to amaze me how responsive I am to his touch and I hope it never stops being this way. Six months on and he still gives me fireworks.

“The fates knew you needed someone to keep you in hand!” I giggle, running my fingers over that squared off clean shaven jawline and melt a little when he smiles, all full-on dazzling dreamy.

“Really? Keep me in hand… I think that’s a little backwards. I most definitely run dampener on your temper sometimes, baby. My feisty headstrong Luna.” He kisses me again and I can’t say that I can argue with that, losing myself in the pressing of his lips as he lingers longer than the last one. Colton draws back without pushing it further and fixes a serious look on me.

“Are you really not okay with carmen being here?” There’s a serious glimpse of unease in his eye and I exhale breathily, making a show of sighing dramatically and shrug. An inner war cascading around and green-eyed jealousy showing face as I try to rationalize my feelings.

“I don’t know. I know she can’t come between us; I know you don’t have feelings for her…. It’s just …. It was a time that sucked, and she was a major part of it. Maybe I need to get used to her being here. I know I have nothing to worry about at all, that she can’t do anything to hurt us, to separate us. She won’t be half the bitch now that I’m Luna and she knows her place…. and the consequences for disrespecting me.” I growl lightly with the last six words, venom infused in the real threat I put out there and Colton chuckles at my show of fierce.

“Baby, that temper, ouch.” He touches me and makes a mock sizzle noise before blowing his fingers dramatically. It does nothing to damper my fury.

“Well, she better take note, because I will tear her a new one if she annoys me.” I smirk, simmering, and Colton holds up mock defensive palms. His eyes alight with sudden laughter, seeing as his everyday hobby is to tease and taunt me and it always brings back his sunnier side.

“Scary! You’re cute when you’re a little feral. Wanna make out?” Colton disarms me with his humor and playfulness, a wink, and aims a grab on me that bursts the mood completely and gets me giggling. He pins me down on the podium, flipping me onto my back so he can lay on top of me and starts nibbling on my neck and jawline, heading for my face as I squeal and fight him with futility. It’s hopeless as he’s stronger, faster, and completely relentless when he wants to be, plus he weighs twice what I do. I was never a match in human form for this heavy, solid, Latino lover.

“Do you ever manage just one hour without needing to molest me?” I bat his face away as he goes in for a kiss and then give up completely and kiss him instead with a chaste peck to cool his jets. Pressing face to face and smiling as our lips collide. He grins despite being joined at the mouth and chuckles.

“Hour? I can’t manage ten minutes, baby.”