Rejected Mate and Following Fate - Awakening Book novel Chapter 38

“You can untie her, Doc, she can eat, but she stays confined in here until we decide what should be done with her. I still want a name and pack. I need to know what kind of threat she is, or they pose. I’ll be back soon. I need to contact Alpha. Santo. and get direction concerning our intruder. He’ll want to be informed.”

My heart literally stops beating in my chest, and I have to stop myself from gasping out loud at the words that come out of his mouth. My insides self-combust, and my blood freezes in my veins, as my mind comes to a complete standstill on those two little terrifying words.

Alpha Santo! Juan! There is no other Santo pack in these parts, and his resemblance isn’t coincidental. Why Colton kept coming to mind is now glaringly obvious. This is Juan’s facility, which can only mean one thing. Deacon is a Santo, it explains the assholes bad attitude and shitty behavior, and possibly, Sierra is not an invading dream because of Colton’s telling me about her before I left him. She’s been calling me somehow, from these four walls, and led me right to her. There’s no other explanation for how this all ties up like this. The fates wouldn’t just let this casually happen.

I don’t understand how, or even why, or that she managed to do it from inside an isolation tank, but there’s no other logic for this kind of crazy coincidence. This is a Santo building, a facility, so many miles, and days away from the mountain, but close enough for Juan to have his reach. Doubt he has many facilities in our lands, and I didn’t just come upon this by chance. I start wondering how much of this was orchestrated by the fates, and I don’t mean from the second I turned East. I mean all of it, and how I was led here from the day of my turning.

I’m so screwed though. Once Juan knows I’m here, it’s going to be game over. He might actually send me to the same fate as Sierra, wherever she is, and leave me to rot in here along with her for the next ten years. It’ll be the answer to the dilemma of my pairing with his son. Keep me locked up, and keep Colton safe, it’s not like anyone’ll miss me if I too disappear for a decade.

The doctor moves over me as soon as Deacon leaves us alone, his face apologetic, with a softness to his grey eyes that I didn’t notice before. He has a kindness, in the wrinkles and lines around his eyes and mouth, that suggest he genuinely smiles a lot in his life. With a worried glance at my face, and a smile that doesn’t quite reach his eyes, he whispers in a shaky voice, revealing his own fears.

“Please, don’t react when I remove these, I don’t want to have to sedate you again, and I don’t know if I’ve a strength to match you, even in human form. I swear, I mean you no harm. Let’s keep this civil. You play nice, we play nice. It doesn’t have to be hostile.” He doesn’t trust me, and even though in here, I have no gifts, he’s wary of me. He’s human for sure, and he knows what we are capable of, which means he’s probably witnessed it to be this kind of afraid. I find it weird they even have a mortal here, but I guess the wolf world has a shortage of crazy doctors to keep Juan’s mate hidden with. Packs are family, and it’s rare to find sub packs who keep secrets from the rest, especially among one as big as the Santos. I guess humans are easier to keep quiet.

I nod and relax my body in a bid to show him I’ll behave, and he seems to pick up on it, his smile strengthening, and his face relaxes. I can almost taste the tension seeping out as he leans in to undo the first buckle.

He makes fast and light work of releasing me from the bed and jumps back cautiously when he unties the last ankle strap, eyeing me from a distance as I slowly sit up and regain my bearings. It takes a minute, and my head swims as I level up, aware I have only this gown on to cover my modesty, and it falls forward off my shoulders as I move, telling me it’s not even tied at the back. They must have thrown it on before restraining me, and I reach back to pull it together again.

“Just let me go. I’m not interested in this place or your work. I have my own plans and route. I’ll happily get back to that.” I point out, trying to sound sincere, but the old man’s eyes narrow and he frowns at me, shaking his head apologetically.

“Oh, my dear, I’m afraid I’m not the one who makes those kinds of decisions, or I would show to the door with a wave and a sandwich. The problem is, we can’t let you go without being sure all of that is true. No one’s come up here in ten years without invitation, and yet here you are, not just a regular silly trekker or lost hiker…. but a wolf. A solitary femme, which is quite unusual in itself given pack hierarchy and the female role in your world, but a rare white form at that. Remarkable. I’m afraid it’s all a little too suspicious given the circumstances.” His voice is hushed, as I guess he doesn’t want Deacon, or whoever watches the camera, to hear and the real serious concern etched in his eyes shines out. He has a trusting quality about him that’s tingling my sixth sense and telling me he’s not one of the bad guys.

“What circumstances would that be?” I match his expression, a little churning of suspicion of my own as I take in his manner and the way he seems to be deflating a little, his posture sagging as he turns towards the wall. He stops at the food trolley and pushes it towards me with a fake smile.

“We’ve been testing such unusual DNA for years, and a rare specimen falls right in my lap. It’s almost like the fates ordained it, or maybe a little spy came to gather intel for a rival pack? My work up until now has been a secret, and protected, but you found us…. An elusive rare white.” He rises his brows, suspiciously, and I fiercely glare at him as his tiny accusation filters through and offends me on a serious level.

“I’m no spy, and I have no idea what you’re talking about. I’m white, because much like my mother, I lack a pigment… it’s not rare because it’s special, it’s a flaw! Diluted bloodline, or some nonsense, and not actually desirable at all. In my world, I’m an outcast because I’m inferior, so screw your theory. No one cares about that kind of intel, least of all me.” It’s an angry outburst with a basis in old wounds and heartache and I croak with a raw harsh tone in my voice, biting back a surprising tear as it comes out. My own inferiority issues peeking and taking the form of rage.

The doctor begins to laugh, like I said something ridiculous, his wide eyes, and startled, his expression completely unnerves me and throws me off.

“A flaw? By whose standard, dear child? Hybrid blood is spectacular, and a masterpiece of engineering science, my dear. I don’t know who’s been keeping you in the dark all these years with such nonsense, but white… it’s not a flaw. In a breed where you own physical perfection and can selfheal the worst of wounds and illness. You think your DNA would allow such atrocity, by defect? No, of course it wouldn’t, it couldn’t. Your own gifts work out the kinks in your make up, from the second you’re born. It’s the bonding perfection between two species and happens only when the biochemistry of a particular set of genes lines up in a magical way. Two species, two blood types, merging beautifully in one captivating dance that produces a new third, equally magnificent species. You, my dear… are what I have been dying to test for the last decade!! It’s a near impossible combination to make stick without awful deformities, or even loss, and your kind are few and far between. Whoever first engineered your astounding DNA must have been incredibly talented. Tell me, are you a first generation, or are you a natural born?” That grand speech, and whooshing of over excitable words, floors me. I try and absorb half of what that word junkie threw at me, and I’m still sitting blinking at him as my brain catches up the translation from freak talk to plain English.

“You’re lying. I don’t know what you’re talking about, or half of what you said, but I know hybrids aren’t a thing.” Terror overtakes me as his words filter in, and my mind refuses to digest what he’s saying, because it’s simply wrong. The wolves pride their bloodlines and purity, it’s a massive part of our being and hierarchy.

Mixed breeds don’t exist, because if they did, the pure bloods would destroy them. They don’t want dilution and mongrels among our blood. They’re bad enough when weak DNA like my families infects a pack, and those people become calm land workers with no urge to fight and dominate. It’s why the Whyte pack never had any kind of claim to the mountain as a ruling pack and the Santos own it. Our kind thrives on dominance, we need alphas and purity to survive.

The doctor clutches a flat hand to his chest, aghast. Eyes wide, an expression that translates offence.

“Lie. I never lie when it comes to science, my dear. I’m a bio chemist of the highest order with a special interest in your kind. Dedicated my life to it and it’s all I research. Hybrids are my forte!! I would so love to get your samples under my microscope and see if the stories are true, and show you for yourself, the absolute wonder of your own genetics. Warring species in one body, and yet they seem to have completely bloomed! I mean look at you…. utter perfection.”

My blood runs cold, my eyes raking him and trying to make sense of what he’s saying, so many questions forming and gathering on my tongue. My head scrambling with the uncertainty that he might actually be telling the truth. But that would make my mother…. I can’t even.

Deacon reappears unexpectedly, interrupting with the beep of the door before he enters, and throws us both a strange look that suggests he doesn’t like whatever feeling we just gave him. The atmosphere is tense, and the doctor seems to lose his enthusiastic energy and slinks back out of the way, probably afraid to admit he told me way too much. I can tell, that despite co-habiting in this place, there’s no real bond between them and the doctor is as wary of my prison guard as I am.

“Alpha. Juan. will be here in two days…. This one…. Her name is Alora, and interestingly, from our own mountain, so take from that what you will. She isn’t going anywhere.” Deacon turns to me, a look of disgust rippling across his face as he scowls at me, and everything inside of me seems to disperse in a wave of numb. The fear claws through me that Juan knew exactly who I was with just one call and is coming here personally to decide my fate. That’s not a good sign.

The doctor’s face lights up with a glow that tells me he might be my key to getting out of here, before Juan shows up in two days, or at the least he may be a valuable ally if I can keep him latched onto my unique so called ‘hybrid blood’. Might be able to manipulate him into revealing more or getting lax with keeping me locked up. Deacon, I can tell is a lost cause, but the doctor, he just might be the weak link.

I don’t believe anything he said about being a hybrid though. I think he’s a crackpot scientist who has sampled too many of his own test tubes from being in underground isolation, but if it gets me an angle to lever a possible way out, then I’m going to play on it. I’ll play along and nod my head and let him stick me with as many needles and swabs as it takes to win him around.

“See, see, she has no objections and it’s only some blood and smears and such. I will barely touch her, and it won’t interfere with her time here at all. Juan will never know.” The doctor’s enthusiasm and surge of newfound joy is energizing and solidifies my plan. Deacon scowls at him for the longest, tensest moment, as I hold my breath and pray.

“She stays in bay one, you don’t take her anywhere else, and you are to be done before Juan gets anywhere near here. Not a word to him about it, at all!” Deacon lays down the law, relenting, probably for a quiet life, and it’s not like he’ll have to do anything.

The doctor nods enthusiastically, like an excitable puppy, and I remain calm and neutral, shielding the sea of nerves rippling up inside of me. My heart is pounding, my insides trembling, but on the outside, I’m cool and calm. I have a chance of breaking out and it’s keeping my wits about me.

I allow Deacon to turn me manually and haul me off through the door ahead of us to a second corridor, pushing through the swing door with haste. I blink at the harsh change to lighting, opening my eyes onto a white sterile passageway, with glossy surfaces, that shine bright, blinding with the force of the daylight LED lights. It creates an optical illusion of a vast white wall less space that blinds your corneas half to death with the intensity of the snow-white environment.

It’s like being in my dream, creepily so. The one in which I saw Sierra, and I’m dazed a little by the surrealness of it. My heart rate escalates, my eyes raking around us as it starts to piece together and bring back memories and details of that light space where I met her. Being pulled along mindlessly as my thoughts drift repeatedly to her standing ahead of me, with no real sense of boundaries around us. It’s too striking a resemblance to ignore.

The fates brought me here for a reason; they pushed me to run from Colton, and they hauled me east so I can’t ignore it. Meadow always said the fates were never wrong, and all of this is way too coincidental to be an accident, or to keep me as a non-believer. I’m here for a reason, and the dreams I’ve been having about her, it all suddenly makes so much sense.

Save us.

She meant it… she meant us…her…and me… And Colton. He’s wavering without his mom.

We’re both here, and I seem to be the only one that can do anything about getting us out.