Pregnant I left him To His First Love novel Chapter 155

Yes she is, she’s telling him everything but her words that she wants to be with him and he’s smart enough to see that.

If only she knows how much he wants to have her, how he wants to taste those small pout lips of hers and kiss them dry of moisture, how he wants to run his tongue over every inch of her body, the many times he’s imagined being intimate with her in plenty different ways but imagination is all it will ever remain.

He doesn’t want to take advantage of her.

Does she really love him or is she trying to move on from who she loves using him?

What if she realises it too late?

He shouldn’t care about that, the other guy messed up, big time, but everytime in the last four years that he wants to make a move on her, he just finds that he cannot.

He has loved this woman since he was a little boy and he wants nothing more than to be by her side for a lifetime. As a boy, he would pray daily to the goddess that she would be his mate, the one made specially for him.

Nothing in this world will make him happier than her being his and him being hers but his happiness is a matter of no relevance when it comes to Leila’s happiness.

He’ll always put her first.

He takes his phone out of his pocket and fiddles with the screen for a few seconds before he shows the screen to her, moving closer.

“That’s a two hour spa and massage session booked for you, they’ll be here in the morning, real professionals, my lawyer hands only know how to do one thing, flip paper for evidence.”

“Well, I’m sure I’m not that heavy, maybe just a few pounds above your ton of papers, you can flip me if you want,” Leila replies, keeping her face straight but her tone coquettish.

“I mean if you do not want me sitting while we do it, you can flip me on my stomach as long as your hands make me feel…..” she closes her eyes and takes a deep breath, letting his imagination fill the gap in her words.

Another lump slowly retracts down Kelvin’s throat, his heart doing quite a number of beats per second, the image of flipping her naked body on her stomach and doing things unimaginable to her from behind lustfully attacks his minds, so much that he has to shake his head to get the thoughts out.

Why is she doing this to him?

The quick shock in Leila’s eyes that quickly morphs into pain breaks his heart as she walks to the side and crouches to pull out the briefcase.

“There,” she says, unable to hide the pain in her voice as she shoves it against his chest. “Just never tell Amara that we are a distraction,” she walks past him with unshed tears brimming in her eyes.

“Leila wait, I didn’t mean it like th–”

She slams the door shut in his face.

It hurts him deeply that he has to be this way but if he is right and Tatum sent that note to him, made his breaking and entry into the prison easy, if Tatum is telling the truth that he once got Leila the cure as well but she destroyed it in anger, what would happen if Leila found out?

Will she then leave him and go back to her fated mate?

If only he could be selfish and claim her but if Tatum did all that, then he really didn’t want Leila to die, maybe he was protecting her.