Obsession novel Chapter 31

Grayson's P.O.V:

I walked back into my room after seeing Skye with Ethan. How he could get her into little space made me slightly sad. They really bonded from day one and she looks at him differently compared to the way she looks at him. She smiles and laughs with him. Her eyes brighten. With me, it's the complete opposite. She looks at me with sadness, regret and I can't make her smile or laugh. She thinks that I think shes just a sex toy to me. That's not true, shes my mate and I appreciate her more than anything and I'd die for her.

Seeing her with Ethan is bound to piss me off but I can do nothing about it as it's clearly fate. She's both submissive and little and I'm more dom than daddy. I'm not even sure if I could get her into little space. I could easily get her into sub space but that's still not good enough.

I growl and climb into the shower, turning it cold and letting the water touch my skin. The thought frustrated me. Fucking Ethan could get her into little space and I can't. I don't have that softness that Ethans got and his always been more daddy than dom, even though he is capable to dom her, though his not capable of hurting her like I am.

I have thoughts about hurting her and beating her. The thought started to make my cock twitch and soon it started to rise.

I groaned and leaned against the wall. Fuck. The thought of having her at her knees and fucking her pretty little mouth till she is unable to breathe properly made me groan. The thought of lashing her beautiful porcelain skin red, blue and black made my cock hit my stomach as it was as maximum hardness. I growled and put my fingers through my hair in frustration.

Our session we first had was nothing compared to what I want to do to her. I want her at her mercy. I want her to cry as I pound myself inside of her tight cunt, not stopping no matter how much she begs. God, she'd look so pretty with tears running down her blue, broken eyes.

I turned around, facing the wall and leaning my head against it, soon wrapping my hand around my hard cock that was pulsing in my hand.

What the fuck? I'm actually about to  jerk off to the thought of her. Usually I would of gotten a pathetic bitch to fuck just to keep me settled for the time being until I'm frustrated again but no, apparently I have to be loyal, says Ethan. It's just meaningless sex. I'll anyway think about Skye as I fuck the stupid bitches life out.

I shake my head and turn the shower off and climb out, wrapping a towel around my torso.

I will rather take what I own once she's out little space. I walk to the cupbard, getting sweatpants out and I put it on, going and sitting on the bed I hear a knock at my door which I choose to simply ignore.

The knock gets louder and I already know that it's Ethan.

Soon the door opens and Ethan walks inside, closing it after him, standing crossed arms.

"Do. Not. Interfere between me and my submissives relationship ever. Especially Skye. I don't give a fuck if you're her daddy and you're part of the bond. I am the king, you're the prince. You're always gonna be lower than me including in her life. She craves me more than she craves you Ethan, maybe you give her more affection than I do but at the end of the day she's craving the feeling that you can't give her. You know what that is? It's pain. She needs the pain I inflict on her that you're not capable of inflicting. So come, try tell me again that I'm not doing my job properly and I will fuck you up" I snap and let him go.

He collects himself and shakes his head in disappointment. I don't even care if his disappointed in me. I stopped giving a fuck about peoples opinions.

"You know Grayson.. you're not a bad guy.. deep down theres a human being in there with a heart and not a monster that I see right now.. maybe you can tell yourself that you're a good dominant and maybe she does want pain from you, but she needs love and attention too. She's not just a fucktoy of yours for you to only pay attention to her when you want your dick wet or for when you want to take your anger out on someone, but what do I know? I'm just a amateur but anyway, I'm trying to tell you that you need to pay more attention to her. She thinks you hate her but whatever, you don't care what people think about you, after all, you're the big bad beast that everyone fears" He says and I'm angry. But the sad part is that I'm more hurt than angry. She thinks I hate her?

"Get out. Right. Fucking. Now" I growl, loud enough for the wolves outside to hear and he nods, bowing slightly and walking out.

Fucking fuck. I just need to get my mind off of her.

I look at the time seeing that I have a business meeting in 30 minutes and I get my black suit on, doing my hair and walking past Ethans room where Skye was in. I tried to walk past without looking at her. But I failed. I went back and silently looked at her. Ethan was reading her a bed time story, her lying on his bed with a pacifier in her mouth, her beautiful blue eyes sleepy and her body curled up next to his. She was so small. She had a big teddy bear next to her, on the other side where I should be. Holding her. Her bottle was on the nightstand and the lamp was on. I shook my head at the image that hurt me and walked out.