My Unforgivable Mate novel Chapter 65

Hate him, remember to hate him.

"Mixed with 98% sulfuric acid." I add watching his hands scribble it down, I blink my tears out letting them drop then rush to wipe them.

"I feel like your decision was made out of impulse, we should have a proper talk before any decision is made."

"Made my mind up." I start solution B.

"I can't say much right now but-"

"We can always talk about your cheating habits later on." I cut him off, I glimpse up at him to see I've taken him by surprised. "Or would you rather discuss how you fu-"

"Later." He stops me and I catch his eye once again, only then do I realize how quite it is around us, like say we're the only ones in this room. I go back to our lab limiting my response to him.

He goes back to writing and I believe he's finally given up on trying to talk to me but rips paper to slide it over to me. I watch it for a second before opening it up: give me ten minutes in the parking lot at lunch. I shake my head.

He retrieves the scarp of paper to write on it some more. Five? I give him a look and he takes his paper back again to start writing before he slide it back over to me, being on a break form your mate is harder then you think.

I take the paper turning it over, with the same pencil I write in bold letters: fuck off, before sliding it back to him.

"You have got to be kidding me," he sighs before crumpling the paper and goes to dip in the solution A I did.

"Don't do that!" I grab his wrist with his fingers half way in the solution, I don't even know if this stuff burns or not. "Have you lost your mind?!" I grab the side of my open jacket to wipe his hands. I take note of how clam he's gone and glance up, he's wearing a very satisfied smirk.

I look down at me nursing his hand and drop it automatically. "Idiot." I mutter trying to conceal the fact I fell right into his hands. Asshole.

"The night you came home early she was supposed to come over, just to talk though, I knew it was wrong when you came home and I felt as if I was hiding it. Then I didn't tell you. I should have, because you heard it form Tomas.

"Your sense of attitude changed." He stops and we're left looking at one another. "I'm sorry Nadia, I haven't been treating you right, you deserve better. I'm in love with you and it took you leaving to realize it and I'm so sorry." He teaches out to touch me, I reject his touch, his hand drops.

"Okay." I tell him, I turn back to the field in front of me.

"Okay..." he sounds a little confused but I don't meet his eyes again. "Tell me what I can do, I want to fix this, let me fix it."

"There's nothing left to fix." My tone grows cold, hate him, remember to hate him. "I don't think you understand Malic but I'm not coming back," I turn to him, "I've stayed long enough for me to look stupid." His eyes grow a tint glossy.

"I want you to watch me be happy, I want you to see just how happy I can be without you. Every time you look at me, I want you to remember how you betrayed me." His lips part but I beat him to it. "I'm not the stupid girl that fell in love with your words.