Sitting together in the kitchen both are full after enjoying a plate each filled with chocolate chip
pancakes, chocolate syrup and whipped cream. As promised. Lyra nearly licked the plate clean
afterwards. The sugary sweetness in fluff form makes her happy.
"I suppose I owe you an explanation now." Jaze says facing her.
"Only of you want to."
"No, we have a deal." he states firmly. "The obvious question would be why I had a blood bag in
my mouth, right? Well...I had it in my mouth because I was drinking the blood. I'm a vampire."
Contemplating this she sits in silence for a short moment before ending up with the conclusion
that she has no idea what it means. Being forced to voice her lack of, what seems to be,
common knowledge she sighs heavily. "Excuse me if I sound dumb now but what is a vampire?"
Seeing Jaze go from calm and collected to shocked and bewildered in mere seconds she starts
to fidget. Normally it would have made her laugh but now, thoughts of being retarded invades
her mind. Years of insecurity washes over her like a bucket filled with ice water. "I apologize for
my lack of knowledge and education..." she hurriedly hurls out in sheer embarrassment.
"What? No...nonono...no. "scratching the back of his head Jaze seems to regain some
composure again." I was just taken by surprise for a moment. No need to apologize."
Nodding she remains silent not wanting to humiliate herself any further.
"Before I explain in detail can I ask my first question now?" Jaze inquires tentatively. Looking at
him she nods again. "How did you live?"
Breathing in slowly she holds it before exhaling slowly. She never thought actually talking about
it would feel like a burden. Shameful above all. Will he be disgusted by her afterwards? During
her short time here, she has begun to understand that things in her life might not be quite
right. She made a deal so there's no going back now.
"I lived in a big mansion like house in the middle of nowhere. I know there was a town
somewhere nearby but not much more than that. I tried to find it the day you found me
wandering in the woods. My only entertainment where books chosen by others and on good
days I could paint. I was never allowed to walk freely whether it was inside or outside. The only
times I could watch movies were in educational purposes." Shivering she closes her eyes
wanting to get rid of all the bad memories that floods her mind as she talks.
"Who gave you all those scars and markings?"
"First it was my family and later in life a man called Elmir. He is also known as my husband but
comfort or strength. Something she often craved as a child and dreamt of many nights.
"Being a title holder also meant responsibilities towards others and marriage was one of those.
After refusing to take a wife for years people started to get agitated with me so at the age of 23
I accepted my faith. Forced to choose among the daughters of my parent’s friends I picked the
one who would be the best doll. The looks but no brain or will of her own. When I was 25 and
she 18 our first children were born. Twins. We were not a happy or loving couple but played the
part on social events. I often left her alone in our home while I enjoyed myself in town. One
night, again out drinking, one or more dragged me into an alleyway. Struggling I ended up not
only robbed but stabbed several times too. My maker found me lying in my own blood nearly
choking on it."
"What happened after he found you?"
"He asked if I wanted to live. If I wished to avenge what was done to me."
She had tears in her eyes after hearing about his life. "I'm happy you chose to live." And she
really meant it because without him she wouldn’t be here now. “ If you don’t mind I would like
to know more about vampires.”
Comments
The readers' comments on the novel: My Bloody Revenge