Chapter 745
For some unknown reason, the indifference on Madeline’s small face brought unease.
He had prayed to see the admiration and reluctance to let go in Madeline’s eyes, only to be faced with a pond of uninterrupted calm.
Cutting the quiet, Madeline parted her lips. “You went blind because of me, Mr. Whitman, so I decided to save you when you were about to get into an accident back then at Glendale University.
“You saved me when I slipped and fell into the water on the island where I almost drowned at sea, so I saved you when you were in danger this time.”
Madeline explained the two times she had risked her life to save Jeremy.
“Do you understand now, Mr. Whitman? I didn’t do it out of love. I merely don’t want to owe you anything.”
Dazed, Jeremy refused to believe her.
“No, Linnie. That’s not it.” He denied it.
“That’s not it? Then how do you want it to be, Mr. Whitman?” Madeline chuckled. “Did you think that I’ll still be foolish little Madeline who’s head over heels in love with you?”
“Linnie.” Jeremy stared sorrowfully at the features of hers he loved deeply. “Can’t we start over?”
“Start over?” Madeline rolled the words off her tongue only to laugh at them after a moment. Her eyes were growing wet against her will.
“Please, Linnie. Don’t reject me so quickly. As long as you can remember the past, I promise you’ll remember how much you used to love me.”
Madeline replied nonchalantly as she stared at the thick layer of hope in Jeremy’s eyes. “Perhaps. I truly loved you in the past, so much so that I lost my sense of self. It went to the point where I’d just sit there and take it even when you hurt me.”
Jeremy felt his heart clench painfully as his eyes filled with regret. “Linnie…”
“But I’m sorry, Mr. Whitman. I no longer remember, nor do I wish to remember the time you spoke of.” Hiding the fact that her memory had returned, Madeline continued, “Lillian’s gone. We can’t go back to the past and change it, let alone start over, Mr. Whitman. This is it between us. This is where it ends.”
Having said her piece calmly, Madeline turned and left.
Jeremy strode up to hold her from behind.
‘Are we just destined to part forever, Linnie?’
Linnie returned to her bedroom to stand by the floor-to-ceiling window.
From her spot, she watched Jeremy stand in a stupor by the gates of Montgomery Manor for a long while. She suppressed the heartache in her heart and swallowed the tears that threatened to fall.
Scenes of years past where she had loved him all consumingly flooded her heart.
She could still remember his warm smile when she had crashed into his arms when they met again in university.
‘However, your love came too late, Jeremy.
‘There is no way we can turn back now.’
She turned her face away from him and decided that she would go on a trip overseas with her parents and Jackson to forget the past.
Madeline returned after the better half of a month, evidently more cheerful than before she left.
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