Oliver POV.
For the last week, I've been spending time with Julia, I'm still mad at Jacob and Noah. Although Noah did nothing he let Jake speak badly about me so he's in the dog house too.
Granny has left, and Julia was finally able to leave her bedroom, although I miss the time where we just sat down and cuddled. I got to play with baby Sam a lot more often since I'm sleeping in their bedroom, Jasper tried to convince me to get back to my room but I and Julia refused.
Today sadly I had to leave the room since Julia was out again, Ricky was busy with a fussy baby Sam and Jasper had his work. The twins left, they took Lila back to their home, we still chat on the phone daily but it's not like having them here with me.
Everyone in the pack has been extra nice to me, I don't think I ever got this much candy before, today my friends are coming to visit me. I haven't seen them much, Evangeline and Dustin moved in together and had been busy, and Remington and Jamie are just busy being them.
I sat in the kitchen waiting for them to be here, I wasn't feeling my best but didn't want to tell anyone, It doesn't feel the same when someone other than the beta's take care of me.
"Hey, baby?" I heard Noah's voice behind me, he still tries to take care of me even when I don't want him to. I just grumble in reply, keeping my head low on the table.
"Hey, I heard your friends are coming over how about some cookies?" He asks usually I'll be thrilled to get cookies but today I just nod my head keeping it low.
"Olli look at me," he says in a voice that I missed hearing, his daddy's voice.
I lift my head up barely, I was really starting to feel sick now, Noah gets closer to me and kissed the top of my head, he murmured something about me having a fever. This all reminded me of the first time I let them take of me, I was sick and needed their attention and love. Why was I mad at them again, oh yeah right, Jacob doesn't want me anymore?
"Oliver how about we head to bed for a nap yeah?" He asks me in a voice filled with hope, I haven't slept next to him or Jacob since that day. I heard that Jacob doesn't sleep in their bed anymore, Noah kicked him out of their room.
I nod my head yes, I'm too tired and sick to say no right now, I mumbled something about my friends but Noah just lifted me off the chair and up to his room. He changed my clothes to a footie jammy, I haven't one of those either. Ricky tried to put me in one and I cried saying that I and Sammy don't need to have the same PJ's.
He placed us both in bed, I cuddled in his arms, before falling asleep. I woke up feeling something in my mouth, a pacie of course, Noah took his chance tucking one in my mouth while asleep. I missed the silicone feeling, I missed feeling babied by him and Jacob, but they don't want me, I have to remind myself of so.
Wolfie didn't like knowing that he's losing both his daddies, he's feeling sick and icky and all that is pushing him to the edge. I start crying, sobbing my heart out it hurt too much for me to understand where I went wrong why Jacob doesn't want me anymore.
"No, noo Olli don't cry. Believe me, we still want you, it's just Jacob acting like an idiot" Noah says trying to shush my cries.
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