Love You Like I Used To Forget It (Millie Bridge) novel Chapter 657

Meanwhile, Irvin only cared about himself, especially when it came to love. He wasn't someone who would feel great when other people were happy. Instead, if someone hurt him when he showered them with love, he would kick them straight into hell for it.

That was the mindset he had when he made all those mistakes. He knew how much I minded seeing him be with Julianne, so he decided to protect her even more. That way, he could hurt me even more.

The more he did that on purpose, the more he got used to neglecting me and hurting me. As time went on, he didn't think he was giving me the cold shoulder anymore. Instead, he pinned all the blame on me and got used to instinctively protecting Julianne at all times.

In the end, my endless love for him actually ran out.

Irvin knew I would never forgive him because even he wouldn't forgive himself for what he had done. Instead, he thought someone like him deserved to die and that it would be better off that way!

However, when he heard that the twins wanted him to wake up and how they were working hard for him, he didn't want to die that badly anymore. When our daughter bawled her eyes out while begging him to wake up, he could feel his heart breaking into a million pieces.

After all, that was the precious daughter he loved the most!

Usually, Irvin would rather die than make her upset. So, there was no way he could accept seeing her being so devastated. He didn't want her to think that he died to save them and that he would've been alive if it weren't for them.

Otherwise, it would traumatize her for life, and she wouldn't be able to grow up happily!

Irvin thought he deserved to die, but he also wanted to live just so he could hold his darlings again. There was a saying that evil would always have its way, and it might be the reason why he woke up again.

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