Lost in You novel Chapter 42

I freeze for a moment.

Unable to be calm for a long time, James begins to deal with Neil.

"Is this thing even more powerful? Do you know why your dad goes to jail? Why does he suddenly go to the stock market? That's because someone frames him, who is this person? Think about it yourself, "

My brain thunders as if something explodes.

No, it must not be.

I stand there helplessly and don't believe it at all.

"It seems that you guessed it is James." Neil chuckles and mocks me.

"It’s your good lover."

I almost couldn't stand and fall to the ground.

Why is it James? I never imagine that Dad's things would have something to do with James.

Why?

"You see how cruel your lover is. I'm going bankrupt. You will lose your home. It's cruel. " Neil still exaggerates.

My mind is blank, and I don't know how to get out of Neil's door.

I really cannot find a reason for James to do so.

Why should you do this, James?

The phone rings suddenly.

I look down at the phone in my hand.

It is James.

"Don't you want to talk to me?" His voice comes through the receiver, and I think it is so unreal.

I feel so gloomy for the first time in the hustle and bustle of the street.

"Okay." I say, James, you must give me a reason what you do this.

It is dark when I arrive at his.

James is waiting for me, he even prepare the flowers and lights all the candles.

I would be move if that’s not the case.

James is wearing a black suit, and is very handsome. He comes to me and takes my hand, "Do you know? I have been waiting for you."

I look at him indifferently, "Why are you doing this? Why!"

James's eyes flicker, as if he is wronged, "Carolina how long I haven't seen you, can you say that after this meal?"

I look at the man I love, and my heart is bitter, and it is at this time that I understands the power of capital and power.

He can easily destroy a person.

But he couldn't ignore me so much, he looks at me pleadingly, his eyes are cautious.

"Okay." I promise him.

James breathes a sigh of relief and helps me pull the chair back.

He is still what I imagined, looking at me with an affectionate look, the light of the candle on the table making his face extra gentle.

"It's all from France. I don't know if you like it or not. You try it. If you like it, I'll make it for you later." James puts the cut steak in front of me.

Maybe this is the last meal we will have calmly.

I look down to eat, but I couldn't taste anything.

"I miss you very much, really miss you." James suddenly murmurs.

I look up and indulge in his eyes.

I feel heartache. James, I love you, I can't ignore my love for you at any time, but why do you make our love complicated?

The whole process is romantically unreasonable. It is a scene I have imagined countless times.

The fireworks in the sky suddenly bursts into the distance, which is extremely bright.

I watch with delight, and suddenly turn my head to see James.

There is a flash of fireworks flashing in his eyes, and there is a smile on the corner of his mouth, which is the most tender look I have ever seen.

In the moonlight, we dance, he embraces my waist, and I hold his shoulder tightly.

"We will always be like this in the future, as long as you marry me, we will be able to live this kind of life every day." James's voice comes from above his head, which is a wonderful expectation.

I say, "Will I marry you?"

"Yes." James says firmly.

I stop and says, "Why?" I tilt my head and look at him.

James twitches his lips and smiles helplessly, "Because you are forced to do so."

I grab his clothes and howl and cry.

Yes, I want to marry you, but James you have chosen a path that I cannot accept.

It is the same condition to marry Neil. I married him and he paid for my father.

"James, you don't even know that I'm really valuable, a person can be bought twice." I push away James, eyes cold.

James is panicked, "No, I just want to be with you!"

I believe him, but I just feel that I am really cheap, can be bought and sold, and has no right to choose at all.

But why is it so hard to fall in love?

"Carolina, you are obedient. You go back and sign a divorce agreement with Neil. I will do everything for you afterwards. In the future, I will take care of you. Is it good?" .

"We will live together in the future, I will accompany you wherever you want to go, I will take you to do what you want to do? Then give birth to many beautiful babies, we must be the happiest persons in the world."

This is really the best thing in the world.

He is helping me fantasize, that is what I am most looking forward to.

But he breaks my fantasy with his own hands.

I smile at him, and tears come out with a smile.

"James, I can't stop loving you, but you make me chill."

I think he is someone who would never force me, who would always stand beside me. I think he would be the only one who understands me.

But none of them, he still becomes the one like others, and gives me an ultimatum.

"I know you hate me, but I don't regret it. You know, things like embezzlement of public funds will fall off as long as you pay the money within the stipulated time. The time is running out, and only I have the ability to guarantee your dad can be safe, only me. And you can only marry me, "

The person in front of me suddenly makes me feel strange.

He becomes one of many people, no longer the only one of mine.

I sneer, "Okay, I will satisfy you, but do you know James? You will definitely regret it."

Because you completely lose my trust.

I won't trust him as much as before, and our love has cracked.

James looks at me tightly.

"As long as I can be with you, I don't regret it." He seems to be swearing to me.