The moment he closes the door, he turns and pushes me against the wall. He stares at me with drunken eyes.
"How do you know that I will definitely sleep with you?"
I am trapped between his arms, and there is no way to hide, so simply my eyes met him on this narrow road. I stroke his lips nervously and say, "It turns out that you want to sleep with me."
He chuckles, covering my fingers with his mouth, and his soft tongue sucks them gently.
No matter how bold I pretend, my trembling hand sells me out, and I can hear my own heartbeat.
The dim light just fuels the ambiguity at this time. Our eyes meet and we can’t control our desire.
The next thing goes as it should be. He bites me; the man's tough body has a wonderful charm, firm and tight skin. Everywhere is showing the power of young flesh.
His breath is at my ears, and a low, quiet gasp seems to be seducing me.
Our sweats and breaths melt into each other’s, and we are close to each other. It seems as if we have been dating for a long time.
Until he enters me, the sudden pain makes my tears flow out.
For the worthless myself, and for the joy of this time, I give myself to this stranger who I just met an hour ago.
Sorry, I took advantage of him.
As the day gradually lights up, I open my eyes, and the person beside me scares me.
Things happened last night are flowing into my mind!
For a moment, remorse, self-blame, and some unknown emotions come out. I get up in a panic and plan to leave quietly, maybe because I really don’t have the courage to face myself, let alone to expose my timidity and inferiority in front of this handsome man.
"My name is James." The man named James gets up naked from the bed, looks at me calmly and takes a bathrobe and wraps his body.
The fine light and shadow pass through the curtains, and then sway in his smile. His body is infected with flickering light and is quite sexy. I am motionless as if I am bewildered, watching him slowly walk to me until his tall figure envelops me, and I am gently embraced in his arms.
My face is against his naked chest, and my breath is all around him. He is so strong, powerful and charming.
"Why are you pretending to be an experienced woman?" His magnetic and somewhat whispering voice sounds above my ear. He points to the sheets and say, "You are a virgin."
I feel so shamed.
"Would you like to have another morning exercise?" He bites my ear and suddenly holds me up.
I don't have enough time to refuse, and then we two fall into the quilt.
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