Konstantin: The Heartless Beta novel Chapter 9

Lily

I don’t know what it is that wakes me up first - the searing pain at my wrists or the constant, painful slamming inside of me.

Where am I? I can’t even remember what happened before this…

When I try to open my eyes, they flutter closed again, and my mouth is incredibly dry. Groaning, I try to move, but the burning at my wrists stops me, and I cry out. This pain causes me to slowly take in my surroundings and what is currently happening to me.

Someone is sexually assaulting me.

I am suspended from the ceiling by silver chains, and there’s a continuous mist of wolfsbane being sprayed into the air while I am being violated. I try to move, twisting myself away from my assailant, but he holds me in place. His scent seems familiar, but it’s not one I can place.

“You’re finally awake,” a sick shiver goes up my spine as I realise who it is. Hot tears slip down my cheeks as he continues to slam into me harder, gripping my hips until I cry out from the pain and see blood dripping down my thighs. The shock of what’s happening to me renders me speechless, and I am not able to fight back because of the wolfsbane in the air.

He lets out a grunt and pulls my head back violently while finding his release inside of me, scenting me with that disgusting sulphur and cinnamon smell and I nearly gag.

Stefan lets go of my hair and pull me closer to his sweaty body, snaking his arm around my waist and cupping my mound. “Hmm, after four hours, you’ve finally come to your senses,” he whispers in a sickly sweet voice, then gripping my breast and squeezing it.

I cry out in pain, but the gravity of what he just said hits me… he’s been raping me for over four hours?!

“That’s right, and your unconscious body was so, so willing,” he croons into my ear as if he can read my thoughts, then lets go of me before stepping out from behind me. My head is downcast, and I can see his bare feet as he comes to a stop in front of me. He grabs my chin and pulls my head up to face him, but what I see almost causes me to scream.

Yellow eyes with slit irises.

“You’re not a werewolf!” I cry out, to which he chuckles.

“Quite the observer, aren’t you?” he says, wrapping an arm around my waist and slamming me against his chest. “We are going to have so much fun, Lilith. I can’t wait for you to see what I have planned for you, and this time Konstantin won’t be here to cause a commotion to stop me.”

I look into his sickly yellow eyes, feeling disgusted by the second at what he’s telling me. He’s planning on keeping me here to violate me every day, but not only that… no one knows where I am.

I am entirely at his mercy.

Stefan laughs, then lets go of me, and my knees hit the floor. I welcome the pain this time because it’s a distraction from the complete hollow feeling inside of me. “Get some sleep; I’ll be back to replenish my energy in five hours,” he says and walks out. I have no idea what he means by that, but it cannot bode well for me. I chose this, somehow I came here of my own volition and now I will live to regret it.

Getting in between my legs, he gently caresses my breasts with his fingers before leaning down to run his tongue over my hard nipples. “You need this, Lilith, you need me,” Gasping, I try to push him away, but the silver cuffs burn even deeper when I resist. “What… what do you mean… like you?” I say between breaths, trying and failing to contain the ecstasy rippling through my body.

I can feel Stefan smile against my skin, then he looks up and pins me with his serpent-like eyes. “You need this, just like I do, like your mother did and her mother before that. It's why your body is reacting like this, why you felt disgusted by my scent, which you are now finding alluring. Why do you feel pain whenever you resist me, because, in actual fact, your body wants me to do this. Am I correct?”

My eyes roll back in my head as another ripple of desire courses through my body when he touches me. “Just give in to me, Lilith,” he murmurs.

“Why… Why am I feeling like this?! What am I?!!” I cry out through hitched breaths. This is where he grins and leans down close to my ear.

The name he whispers sends me into such a state of shock that I forget about the pain in my wrists and the burning in my chest from the wolfsbane. “No! No, that’s not right, I can't-”

Stefan unlocks the shackles and inserts a finger inside of me, groaning at my dripping centre. “Then explain this and why instead of running away, you’re pushing yourself more onto my finger,” he says, then lays down in front of me, stroking his hard, thick cock. “Get on top of me and fuck me however you want. You know you want to; you were made for this and made to please me.” His scent gets even headier, nearly blinding me and knocking me out.

“Forget about your mate, forget about Konstantin and give in to what your body wants.” I watch as he strokes his cock, salivating at the sight of it but feeling disgusted at the fact that he’s right. My body lowers itself onto his length while he groans, gripping my sides and forcing me down harder and instead of resisting, I find myself slamming harder onto him.

That night as I fade into an ecstasy laden oblivion, I can feel my wolf sauntering away in disgust and in its place stood a green serpent. It only hits me later when I am alone that Stefan had called Konstantin my mate.