I will never be yours novel Chapter 135

Selena pov

When I woke up the next morning I got this urge to pee and it's the same every morning. Tossing the quilt off me I sit up and place my feet down on the floor and rise, my head instantly starts to spin and I have to sit back down again and wait for it to subside.

I know there isn't anything wrong with my blood sample, I where down at the doctor's two days ago, and everything where fine. As off now he wants to check my blood with two weeks apart if I don't feel anything unusual in the meantime.

I have been feeling fine except I start to get tired faster in the evening and sometimes during the day I could fall asleep standing right up but he says it's normal.

Trying again I take it easier this time when I slowly rise from my seat and make sure I don't walk too fast when I make my way inside the bathroom. Heading over to the toilet I empty my bladder before I get over and wash up, brushing my hair I look at myself in the mirror and I guess I'm starting to look a bit pale and I might need to try and get to bed earlier tonight.

When I'm done in the bathroom I head over to the room and start to take on my clothes when there is a knock on the door, I stop in my track to listen if I heard it right! Looking at the nightstand I see it's only seven in the morning and I haven't been disturbed by anyone here during these weeks.

I have no idea who it is and pull my thick sweater on me before I slowly start to walk over to the door, stopping right in front of it I debate with myself if I have to open it or not when the knock is there again.

Turning the lock I slowly open the door to find Emma standing in the hallway, she looks worn out and when her eyes meet mine she starts to cry before she pushes the door open and throws herself around my neck.

"I miss you like hell! Can you please stop shutting me out!" she says in a sob and I place my arms around her and hug her back, I feel bad for her.

"How are you doing? Where have you been all this time" she says and releasing me from the hug and looking at me. Shrugging my shoulders in a response to her before I turn around and walk over to my socks and take a seat on the bed.

"I'm fine! Been here!" I say and bend down and start to take the first one on.

"you don't sleep in his bedroom? Then where does he sleep?" she says and I hear her concern in her voice.

"no, I don't, I have no idea where he sleeps. Haven't talked to him or met him for these three weeks!" I say and take on the next sock before reaching for my shoes.

"Why? I thought you two were working it out!" she says in shock when I take on my shoes and stand up from the bed.

"no, and I don't see it happening! That man hates me and he made it perfectly clear to me." I say and head over to brush my teeth in the bathroom.

My eyes quickly scan the room and I see his father and Cannon standing at one side while Emma is by the stove and looks upset at Kian, he has his back against me and I'm quick to turn my eyes away when he is about to turn around.

"good morning Selena! How are you today?" his father says in a nice voice when I make my way over to the fridge.

"fine!" I say and open it and reach inside to grab myself a bottle of water and an apple when I feel him walk up behind me.

"Kian take the ingredients out for a sandwich!" Emma says and I understand she hasn't done anything yet. It's fine by me I can eat later and right now I prefer to leave this crowded kitchen. For three weeks I haven't met a soul and today everyone is inside at the same time, where are the odds for that happening?

Feeling him get closer and reach up to pick something from the top shelf I feel his body being pressed against mine, I take my chance and duck under his arm and get out of that trapped situation I was in.

"I will have some breakfast for you in a minute! Got hold up!" Emma says and she doesn't have to do anything for me I can fix it myself later.

" no need, I'm fine!" I say and hold my bottle of water with my apple and my books and open a portal right in the kitchen and get inside before she tries to convince me to stay. Closing the portal after me I head out on Michael's lawn and take a bite of my apple.