I will never be yours novel Chapter 118

Selena pov

I have been sitting on my favorite spot on the cliff looking out of the lands below me, up here I'm always alone and every time I need some time to myself I go here.

With everything they told me I needed the break and gather my thoughts, I have to tell him at one point and hopefully, we can figure it out together but I will wait until I'm sure she is right about this.

Getting up from my seat I have to go back to my pack and stop hiding here, I have obligations even if I want to take a long break from this mess. Opening a portal beside me to my office I get inside and walk out in my office into my pack house. Sighing to myself, I have a job where I at one point need to go back to or quit. Can I even go back there in the first place and if I don't how am I going to provide for my pack?

Walking over to the window I stand and look outside when I hear my office door being opened and Jessie comes walking inside.

"Finally you are back! Gotten over yourself?" Jessie says and takes a seat at my chair in front of my office desk.

"I'm not in the mood!" I say as a response, right now I'm not up for any teasing.

"Well, I think you should get a grip on the situation instead. From what you two have been through do you even think he will care if the baby has traits from that idiot? You killed him and survived and came back to Kian! The child is yours and his only" she says and I'm not surprised she knows.

" so she told you!" I say and turn around and walk over to my office chair and take a seat. Resting back I turn my head and look at her, she sits there calmly and looks at me.

" yes, she did before you mated with him! Both me and Emma were clear on this and it wasn't important to tell you before, now we will help and take care of the next problems. So when are you going to tell him?" she says and I drag my hand down my face and take a moment before answering her.

"I will wait until I know she is right and I'm pregnant, as of now I only have her words and I won't get him upset if it isn't true!" I say and look at her.

"when where she ever wrong about a vision!" she says and I know it too but it doesn't change things, I will wait!

"I know but still!" I say to her

"you know what I'm certain he will take it well once you tell him and if he doesn't we all are here for you!" she says and I know they are, I hope we will figure this out together once I tell him. Until then I have a lot to handle!

"Where do you want to go?" I ask her the moment we connect.

"where you are!" she says and I open a portal in my office and it doesn't take long before she comes walking inside with a bag in her hand. Closing the portal after her when she takes a step closer to where I am.

" how do you feel?" she opens the question before I even have closed the portal properly.

" she's fine and has decided to wait and tell Kian until she knows for sure she is pregnant! She doesn't really trust your words" Jessie says and chuckles. I just roll my eyes at her.

"Emma I trust your words you know that, I just want some time to find out myself I'm really pregnant before telling him all this," I say and turn my head to look at her.

"it's fine and I understand, I got some more of that tea for you if you want?" she says and I give her a nod when I feel Kian trying to reach for me, and even before I open the mind link I know he is angry!