I Will Escape novel Chapter 63

As far as I know, I am not dead or alive laying in this bed. I’m in my thoughts and wondering what is going to happen to me. Dreaming of a life that I wish I had from before. Back to when I didn’t know that my parents aren’t truly my parents and their alive. Forgetting all this has happened to me all the torture, abuse, the hurt. It all just disappears and turns into love. With my parents being gone who knows what love really is. I know that I have love for Tonya, she is all I have now.

I am wondering is Tonya too late to save me?

 Will I ever actually ever get to meet my real parents?

Have they ever really loved us? Getting answers on why they abandoned us and why they left this happen to me.

Jazz says “Sabrina don’t judge your parents, you don’t know them we can’t judge until we find out the facts.”

 “I didn’t know you were still here I thought I was alone withering to nothing by myself.”

“Sabrina your never alone I will always be right here no matter what we take care of each other.”

“Jazz I have no idea what is happening I know that my body is still here but I can’t wake up.” It’s like I am trapped inside my body not being able to move and make my body do what I want it to do.

 The Alpha literally beat you to death. I am trying to heal you as fast as I can. You have so many broken bones the healing process is taking alot longer than normal. The doctor put you in an induced coma, so your body has no stress and can heal faster. The Alpha left you laying hurt for days before he even called the doctor. He waited until he had no other choice.

  I was unable to heal you so he brought the doctor in to try to save you. Now your body is healing slow, but it’s healing we will survive. For now rest Sabrina there is going to be a fight, and we need to prepare ourselves.

As I lay in the bed my body not reacting to anything I am telling it to do. I try to think about the times that unexplainable things has happened to me. My parents just ignored it like I was lying to them. Truth be told it’s all possible that it wasn’t a lie all this time. That my parents downplayed everything because they knew I had unexplainable powers and didn’t know how to react to them.

 Wondering why they wouldn’t tell me instead of letting me blind to all of this. Everything could have been prevented by just telling me the truth. Then maybe I would be able to at least defend myself and fight off this monster or at least escape him.

“We are going to have a chance to escape, his pack already assumes your dead there won’t be anybody looking for us. This might be our biggest chance yet to escape that will actually work.”

 Jazz “Did you hear my bloodline comes from the king does mean I am a princess?” I don’t know if it is truth of our bloodline. What I do understand is we need to concentrate on getting out of this sedation, so we can wake up and run like hell.

For once there is a chance for us to escape this prison and not get caught. The Beta will still be here with Allison if we can defeat him we will be in the clear.

 Jazz “Do you think that we should take Allison with us?” Sabrina you know how I feel about attachments we need to protect ourselves not worrying about other people.

 That makes us just as a monster as they are. If she wants to escape I will help her, I’m not going to tell her she can’t come. Nobody deserves this even if she is submitted she can be set free too.

 Jazz caves in, fine, but one screw up we leave her behind we take care of ourselves. This might be our only actual shot to escape. I don’t want it to be jeopardized by someone we don’t even know or care about.