I Am The Luna (Moonlight Muse) novel Chapter 121

A Beginning
ZAIA.

“Mommy… Mommy…’

I frown, groaning slightly as I am pulled from the troubled dreams that were plaguing me. I open my eyes to see Zion standing there, hovering over my bed.

I almost jump, but the dull pain in my waist stops me from doing so.

“Zion… my darling, what are you doing here? Are you ok?” I ask, concern flooding me as I force myself up to sit up and cup his face as he sits there kneeling on the bed beside me, staring at me intently.

“They’re coming Mommy, you need to get up.”

My stomach twists as I try to remain calm.

“Who is coming?” I ask gently.

He looks at me intently, “Daddy and the Sable.’ he says solemnly. My breath hitches. Am I dreaming? How does he know about the Sable? And what does he mean they’re coming?

“Zion, how do you know that word?”

He tilts his head. “I always know…” he murmurs, his gaze on my stomach before he reaches out and touches my stomach. ” Mommy, we have to hurry.”

I nod, as I quickly push the covers back, a hand on my waist as I walk to the window.

Now… They decided to attack when I was injured? This couldn’t get any worse. I pick up my phone and send out a group call to all squad captains as well as all the higher- positioned warriors.

The moment the first few connect, I speak. They’re coming. You know what to do.”

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“Understood. We are ready.” Justin says, as Jai curses.

“On my way.”

My breath hitches. Am I dreaming? How does he know about the Sable? And what does he mean they’re coming?

“Zion, how do you know that word?”

He tilts his head. “I always know…” he murmurs, his gaze on my stomach before he reaches out and touches my stomach. ” Mommy, we have to hurry.” 3

I nod, as I quickly push the covers back, a hand on my waist as I walk to the window.

Now… They decided to attack when I was injured? This couldn’t get any worse.

I pick up my phone and send out a group call to all squad captains as well as all the higher- positioned warriors.

The moment the first few connect, I speak. They’re coming. You know what to do.”

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“Understood. We are ready.” Justin says, as Jai curses.

“On my way.”

There’s a knock on the door before it opens and Atticus stands there, clearly having been asleep.

His hair is a tousled mess, and he’s only in a pair of sweatpants.

“It’s time, they are coming,” I say, looking at Zion, who has snuggled into the bedding, smiling at me. For someone who just told me what is to come, he is at peace.  I want to know how he knows, but there’s no time.

“What? How do you know that?” he asks.

“Zion, he just told me that Sebastian and the Sable are coming.

“What?” he says, looking at Zion, who nods.

vigorously.

“I don’t know either,” I say in French. “I need

to get everything in place. I’ll ask him later.”

“You’re injured. Zaia, maybe we need to rethink the battle strategy.”

“I’ll be fine,” I say, seeing the concern and pain in his eyes. I look away and for a moment, everything that needs doing spins around me.

The timing is the worst… but there’s no stopping what is coming.

“Ok, Zion, you and Sia need to go to the safe place I showed you the other day, ok? You are going to be safe there and it’s only a little while, but I need you to take care of Sia for me, alright?” I say to him.

“I don’t know Mommy…” he says, pouting as he sits up. “Are you and Daddy going to fight?”

I smile softly at him. “No… we just need to figure this all out. It’s going to be ok, my child.

There’s a television there, snacks and lots of games. I just need you to be a big boy until Mommy returns, and Granddad will be with you too.” I explain before I take up the clothes that I planned to wear for this day.

Lifting the bag, I feel a spasm of pain and sigh heavily. Atticus takes it from me and places it on top of the dresser, unzipping it for me.

“Thanks,” I say.

I’m at such a disadvantage…

I touch my stomach, scared for this child’s life. My children need me. Taking the clothes, I go into the adjoining bathroom, leaving the door open slightly as I begin to change into the clothes.

“But Sia…” Zion says quietly.

“She’ll be ok, can you be a good boy and take care of her too, ok?”

“But Mommy… I don’t think Sia is going to be alright.” His voice breaks, making me freeze. I fasten the button on my pants before stepping out of the bathroom. My heart thumps as I walk over to him.

“Zion… why do you say that?” I whisper.

“She’s sick.” He says, looking at the door before shaking his head and falling silent.

Atticus frowns before his phone rings.

“I’ll go get ready too.” He murmurs, casting me a worried look before he leaves the room.

“Sia will be ok, Zion.”

“She looks worse today when I woke up,” he says.

My heart thuds as I step back, turning and rushing out of the door. My heart is in my mouth as I run down the hall and into the children’s room. I see Sia sleeping, but despite how normal she looks, her chest is rising and falling rapidly.

“Sia…” I quickly go over to her, checking her pulse. It’s too fast! “Sia, baby?” I touch her forehead. She’s burning up.

Please, not now… “Valerie!” I call, as I grab her medication.

Valerie comes running just as I am ready to inject her.

“Yes, Alpha,” Jai says, his arm around Valerie. She’s gripping his shirt tightly.

I can understand that feeling.

A part of me is tired, wanting this all over with…

“I know this is something we never expected to happen,” I begin softly, knowing they needed to

hear the words of comfort from both their leaders, no matter how hard it is. “But everyone has worked hard, trained hard, and we are doing this not just for ourselves, but for our loved ones, for a chance at a life that we deserve I step out into the cold as someone passes me a gun and belt full of ammunition that Valerie helps me put on. I don’t plan to use my gun unless needed, but something tells me I will need it.

“Tonight, we fight for a second chance, to prove that everyone deserves to live their lives, regardless of the choices of our past. We are werewolves, and in the last few weeks and months, I have seen more and more of us come into touch with that side.”

I look at some of the men who are outside, ready to take their positions around the house.

“The Sable wishes to cleanse the world of all of us, but that will not happen, not today, not tomorrow. We may have grown up looking down on those who were in touch with their

wolf as if it was wrong, but we know better now and we will embrace that.”

I walk silently towards the gates. I can hear the breathing of some of those on the other side, but they are all listening intently to what I am saying.

“The Goddess is merciful, and she has given us a second chance… In the name of the moon and our Goddess, we will come out victorious. No matter what, the night is ours.”

“The night is ours.” A murmur of everyone repeating my final words passes through the wind.

Jai and Valerie have stopped bidding one another an emotional goodbye. I smile softly as they kiss passionately, and I look ahead as Atticus comes into view.

He’s already suited up as his eyes meet mine, and he reaches over, turning my mic off and doing the same to his own.

“What are you doing?” I ask, only for him to caress my cheek. The leather of his fingerless glove cools against my cheek.

“Just wanted to say a word to you…” he says.

“Atticus-”

His finger presses against my lips, and I see the emotions in his.

“You are the strongest woman I’ve met Red, after tonight this will be over, and you can live in peace.”

Our eyes meet and I nod. I know I need to be strong, but even then, he sees past it.

“Thank you, Atticus, for everything,” I say quietly. Suddenly it feels like this is it…

“Hey, this isn’t goodbye.” He replies with one of his gorgeous smirks, wrapping his arms. around me and pulling me close. “I’m going to be right there, protecting you every step of the way, alright?”

I close my eyes, and deep down, I wish that he was the man I loved. He has always been there for me, no matter what. Wouldn’t things have been easier if he were mine?

But love is more painful than that…

I take a deep, shuddering breath, enjoying the comfort of his embrace and inhaling his scent before I move back.

“The same goes for you. I’ll protect you too.” I smile in a weak attempt to lighten the tension

I’m rewarded with a smirk before he leans down and kisses my forehead.

Just then a loud explosion goes off somewhere

far ahead, illuminating the night with flames that reach into the sky.