His Love His Hate novel Chapter 5

Jordan and Joseph finally graduated from high school, Joseph joined the military while Jordan went to the community college. Olivia had a peaceful final year in high school to her relief.

After a few years, Olivia was in her final year at college, she also went to the community college and she was glad she didn't run into Jordan at any point in time because he was a level higher than her and college is quite a big place.

Jordan graduated from college and became a fitness trainer. Joseph on the other hand bought a house for himself and Olivia but he didn't move in because he wanted Olivia to be done with college then they'd get married and start a family like he had always dreamed of. He was really excited about getting married to Olivia and starting a family because in a matter of months she'd be done with college but his excitement was short-lived when he was told that he'd be going for a peacekeeping mission in Afghanistan. Joseph was heartbroken but his duty as a soldier comes first.

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Olivia sat on her bed crying while Joseph was soothing her and trying to make her see reasons why he needed to go.

Olivia had immediately returned home after receiving a call from Joseph

"Do you really have to go?" She asked

"Yes Olivia. You need to understand that joining the Force is about protecting your nation and other nations so I have to do this"

Olivia just couldn't accept Joseph's explanation because she didn't want to lose the man she adores so much

"You can resign or something. I don't want to lose you Joseph" she said in tears

"You're not going to lose me. It's just a matter of time and I'll be back"

"When huh? Tell me when will that be?you've seen what happens to other soldiers, do you want to end up that way?!"

"DON'T BE SELFISH OLIVIA!" Joseph yelled

"This isn't only about you. I've always wanted to do this and I'm not complaining, so you shouldn't"

Joseph tried to calm himself after getting mad at Olivia, he never wanted to react that way but she pushed him to do it and he's feeling terrible now

"I don't know Joseph, I have a bad feeling about this"

Olivia was honestly having a bad feeling about Joseph's departure and that isn't a good sign

Olivia then stood up from the bed, slowly took of her clothes and stood naked in front of Joseph

"I want to be completely yours"

She said walking towards him, she was only inches away from Joseph making it difficult for him to resist the temptation. Before him stood his girlfriend in all her glory, she has the body of a goddess and even if he wanted to, he couldn't stop himself from staring.

Joseph has been waiting for this day for quite a while but he doesn't want it happening this way, he wanted their first time to be something of bliss and not something mournful like they were saying their last goodbyes. He shook his head, took the sheets from Olivia's bed and wrapped it around her body.

Olivia got disappointed by his action, why did he reject her? She thought he was in love with her? Maybe she wasn't good enough for him, she thought to herself as she began crying all over again. Joseph then held her close to his chest as she sobbed

"I'm not good enough for you" she said

Joseph felt hurt by what she said, he didn't reject her because she wasn't good enough for him, he doesn't want to use his departure as a way of taking advantage of her

"You're perfect Olivia. And that's how you'll always be to me" he said and placed a kiss on her head.