His Human Mate novel Chapter 26

Amelia' POV

I stood there shocked. I didn't know what to say. I just nodded my head and left. I went back to my room to gather my thoughts.

What am I supposed to say to that? How am I to believe that those words were true? I feel like the one whole week was just some dream. A dream I wished I could stay in forever.

I sighed as I went back down to see the children were waiting for me at the backyard along with Karen. I smiled at them as we started to plant flowers.

I really liked spending time with Karen and the children. It took all stress and worry away. I don't have to think about Xavier or my time away.

Soon were done and we went back inside. The children and I had our lunch together as they went back to their parents after that.

Normally I would be doing pack work along with Xavier. I was dwelling on that thought. Should I? As the Luna Queen, its my responsibility to do my job.

I shouldn't let my thoughts get in the way of my responsibility. I took one deep sigh and left to go to his office. I took slow step while going to his office.

The anxiousness eating me alive. Standing outside his office, I could already smell is scent which only increased my heartbeat. I took in one last deep breathe and was about to knock his door.

When the suddenly the door open and he was standing there. "Little one." breathe out. I never understood that nickname.

I stood there staring at the floor. "Come in." he said opening the door wider. I nodded my head and enter as he closed the door after me.

"I-I was wondering do you need help with any of the paperwork?" I asked immediately. I saw him thinking hard before nodding his head.

I sat in front of the desk as he sat behind the desk. He passed me some of the paperwork. We quickly started on the paperwork.

All the while, I felt him steal glances at me. I would fight the urge to look up at him. It was starting to become so difficult to avoid him.

All I ever wanted was him to accept me. Love me. But now that he does, every time I thought about being with him, everything just come flooding back.

The way he treated me. The man, who masked like him, trying to kill me. Even though I forgive him for everything, thinking about those times, the very last words he said before me being kidnapped.

It just replays in my head and no matter how much I try to forget them, I just can't. I wish I never got my memories back. I wish we stayed the way we were before I got my memories back.

Suddenly, an image of him yelling at me, came into my mind making me tear away from his gaze. I pulled my hands away from his and walked out.

I tried to get the image away from my head. Just them my stomach growled making walk towards the kitchen. All those paperwork making me hungry.

When I entered to the dining area, I saw some of those guards working in the palace having their dinner too. I waved them a hello before getting my own plate and filling it with food.

Looking at the food, my mouth drool as I devoured the food. I heard someone clear their throat. I look up and saw him standing. I looked around and saw that we were the only one there.

Where did they go? He took a plate and put himself the food on his plate. He took a seat next to me and I tensed but quickly relaxed myself.

I continued to eat my food as so did he. We sat there eating our food, in silence. Not uttering any voice. Once I was done I washed my plate not wanting to stress the ladies over one plate.

As I was about to go to my room. "Good night little one." I heard him say. I muttered a good night to him and went to my room.

I need to find a way to fight my horrors. My demons. Only then will I be able to get back to my normal life. And I would try. No matter what it takes.