Winnie was calm and her state was good. But she had to remind them before either of them did, so that they wouldn't push her.
"What's wrong with me? What's so serious? It's all in the past. It's okay to talk, but I don't think it's important."
"Winwin, what are you going to do? The misunderstanding has been resolved and Brian has apologized. You......"
Daenerys tried to ask this question, afraid of Winnie would resist this matter.
"We are fine, the misunderstanding was cleared and he apologized, and that was it. But I will not forgive him, and it is of no sense whether I accept his apology or not."
Winnie interrupted Daenerys, because Daenerys must want them to be together. She didn't want to talk about getting back together, and she didn't want to give herself a chance and Brian a chance.
"It was a misunderstanding, why don't you forgive him?"
Emily continued to ask, felt the intention of Winnie to dodge.
"It brought hurt to me, I can’t forgive him."
"I made up my mind to give up at the moment he misunderstood me. I told myself that this was the last time I would let him hurt me, never again."
Winnie knew that she must explain, must put her own idea clear, or these people who cared about her would offer help.
Winnie wanted to forgive him and wanted to be relaxed and then she would be friends with Brian and give a comfortable environment for the kids.
But until now she can clearly remembered, in the roof of the Bennet Group’s roof, Brian’s contempt and doubt in his eyes when he rebuked her.
It hurt her heart.
It was like her heart was still bleeding. How could she forgive him?
"Winwin, we all know that this hurts you a lot. We know that Brian is too impulsive and makes you wronged."
Daenerys had deep feeling and felt distressed for Winnie. There were many kinds of ways to get hurt in the world, but love to a woman was the most painful.
Winnie learned it.
“He didn't even give me a chance to explain. It wasn't impulse. It was deliberate."
Winnie said sadly.
"I gave hint to him and almost said it several times. He is so a clever man, but he did not understand my hint, do you think he pretended not to understand?"
Winnie felt sad at the thought of what happened before. Her temptation was to make him think carefully, to make him realize that what he saw was not true.
However, he turned a blind eye to her suggestion that, Winnie could only think that he did it deliberately.
"Calvin and Albert went to investigate the matter carefully and found out the truth. Even his grandfather who hated me so much went to investigate the truth. How can I believe that he misunderstood me?"
Winnie gave a wry smile, now saying it out, she found that Brian's misunderstanding was a joke. It was a joke that Brian liked her, trusted her and what he had done for her.
He might be tired, and did not want to continue, so he took use of it.
Hearing that, Emily and Daenerys did not know how to say. If they insisted that this was a misunderstanding, Winnie might think Brian sent them here.
If they believed that Brian was deliberate, but Brian’s sincere assurance diid not look like being false.
"Winwin, since they all know, why didn't they tell Brian?"
Daenerys did not dare to mention Brian directly, and could only ask with strategy.
In this matter, it was a surprise that Felix found out the truth. It was understandable that Felix did not tell Brian, because he did not want Winnie and Brian to be together.
But Albert and Calvin had had a good relationship with Winnie and they wanted them to be together, why didn’t they tell Brian?
“I didn’t ask them to say anything because I wanted to break up with Brian. Stefan had been absent. Otherwise he wouldn't have a chance to say it."
Winnie gave a bitter smile, in fact, she had been holding fantasy, hoping that Brian could find the truth, only in this way she would believe that Brian was misunderstanding her rather than being deliberate.
But after waiting four months and giving him countless chances, Brian failed her.
Daenerys and Emily looked at each other, did not expect Winnie stopped them. Now it seemed that she had made up her mind to part with Brian.
Winnie continued.
"He was even more ruthless with the kids," she said. "I gave birth to the kids for money and I don't argue. But it is still true that he is the father, and I should have given an opportunity to explain for he sake of the kids."
"Neither of you saw his attitude, the disdain on his face... ."
Winnie remembered that day in the rooftop scene and her eyes grew wet. The memory of that day haunted her as if it had been etched in her heart.
Stella stopped Winnie, then several people together walked into the room.
Brian was not there, which made Winnie easier.
"Winwin, Vanessa... Brian took two kids to the cemetery. Today is my mother's birthday, and he took them to see grandma."
Stella wanted to talk about the fact that Winnie was misunderstood, but she felt it was too direct, so she explained the whereabouts of Brian and kids.
"Oh."
Winnie had a complex mood but did not show it. She was thinking that if she had known this was such a special day, she would not have come.
Brian's mood must be bad, she came over and she might became the object of his venting. But now that she had been here, she could not just leave.
"Winwin, we know all about you and Brian. In this matter, I am sorry."
Stella didn’t know what to say, but Rufus should face it and he had to say sorry.
"Don’t say that. It's none of your business. And I..."
This sudden apology made Winnie surprised. This was between her and Brian, how could she accept Rufus’ apology to her?
But before Winnie's words were finished, Stella interrupted her.
"Winwin, I am sorry too. I did not investigate the truth. I am sorry that our family..."
"Sister, how can you say that? I don t think you should apologize for what happened to be and Brian.
Winnie interrupted Stella's words.
They made Winnie have more burden.
"Rufus, Stella, don’t say that. I am happy that you believe me and be kind to me, and I will be sorry if you blame yourself."
"The matter is over, and if you still regard me as family, don't mention it any more. If you must apologize, I will not come here again."
Winnie could only use this way to threaten them. Listening to Rufus and Stella’s apology, it was torture for Winnie.
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