Chapter 50
Chapter 50
“He?” Naja bursts into laughter. “He can’t reach you here.” She takes a step closer, grabs my chin, and digs her nails into my skin. “If you don’t want to go back to him, we could give you a home. You don’t have to return.”
“You don’t know what you’re saying. You’re delusional if you think he can’t enter here.”
Naja doubles over with laughter, holding her belly as her whole body shakes.
“That’s what you want to believe, girl.” Her forked tongue flicks between her lips. “Could it be… you can’t resist being near him? Even the fiercest hearts seem to yield before eternal, unchanging beauty.”
“That’s not it. You don’t understand. Cassian is capable of burning to the ground the very land you stand on.”
“I know full well the gifts of our dear Cassian.” She raises an eyebrow. “Tell me–do you know mine?”
I remain silent, and once Naja realizes I have no reply, she waves her hand toward the exit, dismissing us. I lean some of my weight on Evanora as we walk back outside. Every time I leave Naja’s hut, it feels like I’m shifting dimensions–the air becomes lighter, and I can breathe more easily.
Outside, as Naja said, a festive spirit reigns. All the women are gathered, with floral crowns on their heads and pristine white dresses billowing with each gentle night breeze. Harsh voices, others silky and beguiling, some nearly childlike, intertwine in a chant that makes my body vibrate.
“I’ll get you something to drink. You must have a dry throat.”
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She doesn’t take long to return and hands me a cup of greenish liquid that smells like herbs. I take a small sip while we both watch a girl of no more than five years old dancing by the fire with the others.
“How do you reproduce if there are no men in the camp?”
“Have men gone extinct outside?” She looks at me amused.
“Not that I know of.”
“Well, there’s your answer. We simply go out when we feel our numbers are dwindling or we need reinforcements.”
“And boys never get born?”
“No.”
“Never?”
“Never.”
“Why?”
“The cry belongs to the females. Our race is intelligent–it doesn’t produce males who can’t carry the gift.”
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I decide to stop asking questions for now, though it’s not easy. Every day brings a new revelation, and I still can’t believe all this is real and that I never bothered to learn more. I thought only those despicable vampires roamed among us, but it turns out there’s much more: fairies, shapeshifters, witches, banshees–who knows what else hides out there that I never cared to discover?
I feel the new presence before he even speaks, because, strange as it may seem, Eleazar is like a giant ball of fire that warms my back the moment he approaches from behind. Contradictory, knowing he’s a vampire.
“Ladies.
Evanora rolls her eyes and starts walking away, muttering a barely audible “leech” under her breath. My back goes completely straight when I’m left alone with him. If he notices, he says nothing. He merely takes Evanora’s place beside me, lifting a glass to his lips. I don’t know if it holds the same greenish liquid in my cup or something else I’d rather not identify.
“You’re still upset with me,” he says.
“I’m not upset.” I take another small sip.
“Yes, you are.”
“To be upset, you have to care about the other person, even a little.” I face him. “And I don’t know you, nor do I care.”
His lips curl in a sly, lopsided smile as he sips without taking his eyes off me. My body wants to shudder under the scrutiny of his molten–gold gaze, but I refuse to do exactly what he and his kind expect of me–as a human–to shrink, to fear, to whisper. So I stand taller and fix my gaze forward.
“Now I understand why he likes you so much. Your attitude explains why he wanted you for himself.”
I whip around, glaring at him with seething rage.
“I’m not his.”
“You are his feeder.”
“You can say whatever you want, but none of us belong to you. I know I don’t–not while my heart still beats with the disgust I feel for your kind.”
“There was a time when I was human, you know. I might understand you better than you think.”
“If you had been human, you’d hate what you are now. You wouldn’t be able to stand being alive,” I spit.
“So, should I end my life for being something I had no control over?” he counters. “I was a young man, like you, who was turned into what you see now. It wasn’t my fault. It was theirs.”
“And yet now, you do the same to others.”
“How can you be so sure?” he replies. “Like you said, you don’t know me. All you know is that I was at Cassian’s castle and that I want change, for my kind and for everyone. I haven’t forgotten the humans. I haven’t forgotten what I was.”
“Those are pretty words that vanish into the air, don’t you think?”
I leave him standing there before he can keep showering me with sweet words that are far from the truth. I’m quite sure his interests don’t include humans; he only wants to win me over because of my closeness to Cassian. Someone should
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probably tell him just how terrible my relationship is with my captor.
I walk among the women, not really knowing where I’m headed, until a girl of about ten, with hair the color of flames, takes my hand and flashes me an innocent smile before pulling me along. I stumble over my own feet and take a good while to catch up with her rhythm. The dance is frantic but beautiful, awakening a strange feeling in me. I mimic the gestures of the others, who circle the fire as they dance and raise their arms to the sky.
The suspicious looks still linger on many faces, though not as many as at the beginning. The little girl links her arm with mine and spins us around, giving me a small push toward my next dance partner. I link arms with a young woman with black hair full of braids and colorful feathers. A smile forms on her lips and she gives me a slight nod that I take as a greeting.
I change partners again and this time I run into a familiar face. Evanora doesn’t smile; she simply links her arm with mine and follows the steps as if she’s sick of repeating them over and over.
“What did you talk about with the leech?” she asks near my ear.
“Nothing special,” I reply. “Do you know why he’s here?”
“He came looking for answers.”
“Answers to what questions?”
She lifts the palm of her hand, presses it to mine, and we look each other in the eye as we spin in a perfect circle. Her eyes reveal nothing; Evanora is the very image of calm.
“Just as we won’t speak of your reasons for being here, I won’t reveal his either. That’s not who we are.”
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