Denied by Destiny Trapped in the Shadows of the Mate Bond novel Chapter 410

I let his words sink in, my mind thinking on what he has just said.

“I don’t need protecting Knox, I can protect myself. I want to build a life with you, share memories with you….not for you to only be with me to protect me. You’re my mate, not my bodyguard.”

“I’m both. This is your pack, this is your home. As much as it pains me, I know being without you will pain me more. I don’t want to stop the alpha training program, but...”

“I don’t want you to give up that up.” My hands cup across his jaw line. A day old stubble tickling under my touch. The alpha training program is his pride and joy, something he has created himself, with no help, he made it happen himself. I could never expect him to give that up, not for me, not for anyone.

He takes my hands off his face, placing them down by my lap, holding them within his.

“I can’t offer you a pack, my pack was destroyed. Any claim to being alpha died when the pack died. I’ve thought about starting a pack, starting again…”

“So you are from alpha blood? I thought you might have been…you heal like an alpha.” My mind casts back to when Jaxon’s wolf has torn into Knox’s, the damage on a non alpha blood would have led to death.

“Yes, I was the alpha’s son. All my family…”

“Not…”

“Yes, I had a younger sister.”

“Oh Knox….I’m so sorry.”

“It was a lifetime ago.” Sadness falls upon his face until he starts to mask it again, that barrier was going back up. I didn’t have much longer

“Healing has no time frame, I of all people am starting to understand that.”

“Once I mark you, and believe me when I say I can’t hold on much longer, I will move here. I would become a member of the Dark Phantom pack, with your family’s approval.” His tone was steadfast, not up for negotiation. But he had already lost too much in life, gone through more than anyone should have…and at such a young age. Could I expect him to give up on his passion for me?

“Ask me anything.”

“Your pack…what happened?”

“Honestly…I’m not entirely sure. I’ve tried to research what has happened, but it had been cleverly covered up.” He shrugs out.

“Covered up?”

“Oh yes, that’s why I’ve covered my own tracks…as far as whoever did the attack…all died that day. All members of the alpha family perished.”

“Kit…” His eyes return to mine, I’m now understanding the gravity of why he asked me to call him Kit. He has no family left to call him that name and just that thought alone makes my heart tang with pain.

“Do you have any idea how much I love you? I can’t make up for your past, but I promise to love you with the same fierceness, the same strength of an entire pack, an entire family…I will never leave you.”