Chasing His Kickass Luna Back novel Chapter 153

Abby

“Need a hand?”

Just as I’m about to toss the greasy pan into the soapy water to soak overnight and call it a night, I hear the all-too-familiar voice call out from behind me, and everything seems to stop. It’s all I can do to stiffly turn around, my eyes widening and my heart pounding.

There he is, standing in the doorway, his hands in his pockets and his hair slightly tousled. I should be excited to see him, but I’m not.

The nerve of him, showing up like this, after everything.

“Karl?”

“Hey, Abby.” A soft smile graces his lips, but instead of charming me like it used to, it just fills me with rage.

“Karl, what the hell are you doing here?” My voice comes out so low that it’s hardly more than a growl.

He pauses, as though searching for the right words. Finally, when he speaks, it somehow fills me with even more rage than before. “I miss you, Abby. Let’s work this out.”

“Work this out?” I think to myself. The thought of it almost makes me laugh, but at the same time, I can’t hold in my rage anymore. In a knee-jerk reaction, I rip off my apron and hurl it at him, although I would really prefer to hurl the frying pan instead.

“Get out, Karl!” I spit the words out like venom, my voice laden with a mixture of anger, surprise, and a hint of betrayal. “You have no right to be here! I’m not working anything out with you!”

Karl, calm and collected as ever, dodges the flying apron. His eyes never leave mine, and his expression remains surprisingly level and open. He steps forward, cautiously, as if approaching a wounded animal.

“Abby, please,” he begins, his voice tinged with an emotion I can’t quite place. “Just hear me out, okay?”

“I said, get out!” My voice booms across the kitchen, but there’s a wavering sense of emotion in its underlying tone that I can’t quite hide. Seeing him makes me want to cry, laugh, and scream all at once.

It’s only been a week since I last saw him, and yet somehow it feels like an eternity. Even now, as we stand across the room from one another, I can feel my wolf stirring ever so slightly.

Karl seems unperturbed by my demands and takes another step forward, his eyes wide with what could look like sincerity if I didn’t know better.

“Please, Abby, I just wanted to talk to you.”

“Oh, you wanted to talk?” I scoff, my voice failing to hide the unmistakable waver in it. “You lost your talking privileges when you did what you did with Adam. Leave. Now.”

But, ignoring my icy reception, Karl steps closer. In fact, he does more than that. In a few long strides, he closes the distance between us, backing me up against the wall. I feel myself stiffen as his arms wrap around me, pulling me into the warmth of his chest.

“Abby, I am so, so sorry for what I did,” he says, his voice quivering ever so slightly with a vulnerability I’ve never heard before. “I messed up, and I hurt you. If I could turn back time and undo it, I would. But I can’t, and I have to live with that shame every day.”

His eyes lock onto mine, and there’s a sincerity there that shakes me to my core. For a moment, I feel myself soften, my anger fading into something a little more complex. And all at once, I hate myself for even allowing him to change my opinions about him, even if it’s just for a moment.

But even then, I can sense that there’s something else at play here. Karl didn’t just come here to apologize in the middle of the night.

“That’s not it, though, is it?” I force myself to ask, pulling my hands free from his. “I know you must have another reason for coming here other than a simple apology.”

Karl pauses for a few moments, his brown eyes searching mine with an intensity that I haven’t seen in a long time. Finally, as though realizing that he can’t keep the truth from me, his shoulders sag slightly. “No. That isn’t the only reason why I’m here.”

“What is it, then?” I hiss, shoving him away again, this time more forcefully so that I can sidestep past him and walk away, putting the metal counter between us. “Got another bribe to make me stick with you again? How about blackmail this time, maybe? Or even a threat?”

Karl gazes down at me, his eyes searching mine. “None of those things,” he says quietly, sounding hurt. “Abby, I would never—”

“Then what is it?” I interrupt. My voice is tinged with a frustration I can’t quite conceal. “Why are you really here, Karl? What else could you possibly want from me?”

He hesitates, a brief pause that stretches out like an eternity. “Alright,” he finally says, nodding slightly. “Let me tell you…”