Anna's POV
I was so pissed off right now. One after another, shocks were coming to me. I didn't know what I should do or what reaction should come out from me. A man whom I loved and waited for five years suddenly said that he always loved me and silently protected me. He was now saying my mother was also involved.
My mother, who still consoled me when I was at the last line of sense, supported him - this was too much to digest.
Should I be happy, or should I be angry with both of them? I didn't know what I should do.
Blaze looked at me like he was trying to read my mind and see what I was thinking, but it was something I never expected from him.
"So, what do you want from me?" I asked with a little anger and irritation.
I felt frustrated right now. My heart suddenly leapt every step and pulled me towards him. But my hidden pain was telling me, Anna, get a grip on yourself. You shouldn't jump on this fire, otherwise, you will burn yourself once again.
But if people could stop their hearts, why would they even ever feel so helpless?
But the situation was also the same. Nor could I fight against him, or could I accept him.
"Love me," my thought broke with Blaze's voice when he said, and I looked at him.
"What?" I think I heard him wrong. Love him? He never said this to me ever. He loved me. Five years ago, I was the one who always screamed in front of everyone. I loved him, but he never answered me back.
Now he once again asked me for my love but never said he would love me.
"Yeah, love me again. I need your love, Anna, because without your love I am a soulless body. So, love me. I need you. Not only my heart but also my soul needs your love. I can't tell you the whole thing, but on the path I am walking right now, needs your light. Otherwise, I don't know how long I can stay human. Without your love, I will lose the remaining light inside me. So, love me. I'm begging for your love for me."
Blaze suddenly lost his calm expression. He suddenly became a person who was obsessed with something. He lost his awareness of whom he was talking to, or he might really lose in darkness and desperately searched for a little brightness.
"Blaze, have you ever thought about loving me? Why do you always ask me to love you? Since you can't love me, why do you expect this from me?" I didn't know why or how I threw my anger.
He looked shocked, but I needed to say what I always kept to myself - this insecurity and doubts still chase me like a ghost. Now I wanted him to feel that pain and with all might, I pushed him and distanced myself from him.
But sometimes too much bravery cost us more than we expected. He suddenly swapped me, and my feet were nowhere to touch the ground. He kissed me, but he was not really kissing me. Instead, he was biting me like a mad dog, other than the pain I felt nothing. I winced in pain, but it didn't stop him.
Soon I felt salty, and I knew my lips were bleeding, but the mad dog was still lost in his madness. I tried to move my head from pain like a half-dead mosquito.
My tears were falling. I was in a pitiful position.
He halted. "I will bite you every time you refuse to answer me," he said, but it was like a red warning to me.
I looked at him with a pitiful puppy eyes look, whom he tortured.
Blaze's POV
Her tears and the pitiful looks were enough for me to melt away, but I was not in my right senses anymore. I kept the chained possession of me long enough. I never wanted her to see this side of mine.
I never loved her. From where she had picked this idea? I tried every way to torture myself, not wanting to scare her by showing how much I love her.
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