Breed Me. Daddy Alpha novel Chapter 323

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My knees buckled and I clutched myself so tight my nails dug into my own skin. I was rocking, sobbing, shaking so hard I thought my bones would crack apart, and the pain was blinding. I could feel blood soaking through me and the terror made me want to vomit.

And then he said it. He actually said it while smiling at me like it was some kind of gift. “You are so fucking stupid. You know that. I love you. I am obsessed with you but I do not give a bloody damn about your babies. As a matter of fact I want them fucking dead. Gone. Out.”

My whole body froze even while it shook My head screamed no. My heart screamed no. I could not even understand. My brain was spinning so hard I thought it would explode.

He loved me. He was obsessed with me. He said it like I was supposed to feel something, like I was supposed to melt because he called it love, while he was killing what was inside me.

How can anyone love and want death in the same breath. How can anyone call it obsession and laugh while blood pours from me.

“No,” I sobbed.

“No Darren do not say that. Do not ever say that. You are lying. You cannot love me and say you want them dead. You cannot. Love does not kill. Love does not destroy. Love does not punch until the person screams. Love does not make me bleed until I can barely breathe.”

“You are not obsessed with me. You are obsessed with hurting me. You are obsessed with control. You are obsessed with power. You are obsessed with watching me crawl and break and shatter. That is not obsession. That is not love. That is sickness. You are sick You are twisted. You are evil.”

My tears poured so fast I could barely see him but I still saw that smile. That smile that made my stomach twist until I wanted to throw up every piece of myself. He was smiling because my pain was his victory.

“I hate you,” I spat, my whole body shaking.

“I hate you more than I have ever hated anyone. I would rather die than let you touch me again. Do you hear me. I would rather die. I swear I will rip my own throat open with my teeth before I let you own me.

“You can punch me. You can drag me. You can bleed me until I am nothing but bones and screams. But you will never own me. Never.”

1 was trembling so violently I thought I would split apart. My stomach burned. My chest hurt. My blood felt like fire.

I was sobbing and shaking and my wolf was howling so loud inside my head I thought my skull would crack She was clawing. She was snarling. She was screaming that Damon was coming. That I had to hold on. That I could not let this bastard have me.

And my lips kept moving because I could not keep anything in. “Damon. Damon please come. Damon please hurry. He is killing me. He is killing them. He said he wants them gone. He said he wants them out. He said he does not care. Damon I cannot. I cannot breathe. I cannot walk Please. Please come.”

I clutched my stomach tighter like I could hold my babies in with my bare hands. I was rocking and sobbing and whispering his name over and over. “Damon hurry. Damon please hurry. I am dying. I can feel myself dying. He wants me gone. He wants them dead. Please Damon. Please.”

And in the middle of my sobbing and begging I felt it again. That voice. Hold on kitten. Do not let go. I am almost there.

“Goddess save me. Goddess save my babies. Goddess please let Damon come now. Please let him come before it is too late. Please let him tear this bastard apart before he kills me. Please.”

“You fucked up bitch just fucking shut up! ” Tasha shrieked, and then her foot slammed into me. I screamed so loud my throat ripped open. “Ahhhhhhhhhh. Stop. Stop it.