Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia) novel Chapter 1954

She looked like a little woman in love. She was so beautiful!

But the more so, the more Maaike was worried about her!

Carolien moved to her side and held her arm. She looked like a little girl and leaned her head on her body.

"I know, I know that he just feels something new to me, and I also know that I was lucky to be the first person to have him. But Maaike, do you know? He is really a fascinating man who abandons his family background... If I can fix it in a lifetime, I may really be willing to exchange everything of mine for him!"

He was a man that others admired and looked up to. The way he pampered women was really fascinating!

These were all things that they could not see!

"Carolien!"

Maaike was anxious, but Carolien smiled and said, "Let me finish!"

When their eyes met, Carolien nodded seriously.

"I am very aware, I am not dreaming! Maaike, never! So from the beginning, I took the long-term contraceptive medicine in front of him! He is only obsessed with me for a while. Whether he is obsessed with me or it's just lust, it will not last more than a year or even a short time. I understand! But I want to cherish and enjoy this period of time. There will be no next time in my life! I know we will not have any results, but the process belongs to me. Even if it is short, as long as I have this memory, it is enough for me..."

However, even in her dreams, Carolien did not expect that this relationship, which made her feel her heart and lungs being indulged to a point that surpassed her first love, was not as pure as she thought. Men were like onions. If one wanted to see his heart, they had to peel it layer by layer. In the process of peeling, they would cry continuously, but would never know that onion was actually heartless until the end!

Subconsciously, she touched the spot on her chest. Carolien's eyes also flashed with a trace of gloominess. There was something that even she did not know.

She only knew that there would be a red flower that would appear on her chest when she had her period. However, she did not know that this was the birthmark of their family and only had a 50% chance of inheriting. Fortunately, she had inherited it.

Before her mother died, she told her that her family may have inherited the cancer genes, and the birthmark on their bodies may be a warning, so most of their family members were less than 50 years old and had the possibility of dying from all kinds of cancer.

Of course, her mother only remembered this when she was dying. So before she died, she was reminded that if it was too late, she didn't want to have another baby. Because her mother died not long ago and had a brother. It could be said that she left with regrets and concerns!

Perhaps only her mother could understand such a feeling!

Although Carolien was not sure, she couldn't explain why such a flower suddenly appeared on her chest. She didn't even remember when it started and how it appeared. Later, she went to the hospital for a check. There was nothing unusual in her body. It was not until later that she realized that the flower that seemed to grow out of her body would only appear during her period. Usually, when the flower had traces, it showed that her period was coming. And she didn't know when it would disappear. Sometimes, two or three days after her period, and sometimes, it would disappear at the end of her period.

The doctor also said that it might be the appearance of something in her body affected by the disease or the change of hormones. She had a check and did not need to worry about any abnormal phenomenon.

Since there was no reaction from her body these years, she didn't care about this thing, as long as it didn't grow on her face.

But such a mark reminded her that it was not easy for her to get pregnant and she might not live long.

Therefore, after her mother passed away, she wanted to make more money to raise her brother as soon as possible. She had no plans for her future. Her beloved man could no longer be together, and there was no hope in the future. She did not want to drag down other people with her pain. She just wanted to be happy and live a good life every day.

"Carolien."

Maaike vaguely sensed some sadness and felt a little uncomfortable. She did not want to see her fall into such a web of love and lose the opportunity of happiness. Just as she was about to persuade her, a knock came from outside the door.

Verify captcha to read the contentVerify