Baby I'm A Sinner novel Chapter 54

"Are you high?" I asked him once Jade left us alone.

"It's hey, just so you know." He laughed and leaned against the counter.

"Oh dear lord." I said, but couldn't hold down a smile.

"You're smiling."

"So?"

"I like your smile. It's preeeettyyyy."

I felt something weird in my stomach when I heard his words, but I didn't respond. I just took another giant gulp.

"Can I kiss you?"

His question took me by surprise.

"Since when do you ask for permission?"

"That's what I wanted to hear." He smirked and leaned down to press our lips together.

I didn't think I would ever get over how good of a kisser he was. The way his lips moved, a perfect alternation between fast and slow, and how he knew just where to put his hands and tilt his head to make everything inside of me light up.

It was only when he tried to pull me closer that I spilled my drink over his shirt and fucked it all up.

"Oh shit, sorry."

"Nah, it's alright. I'll go get changed."

He walked towards the door, leaving me there with an empty cup and bruised lips.

"Are you coming or what?" he asked and I was embarrassingly quick to follow him.

Carly and Jade were still napping on his bed but he didn't say thing about it; he just walked to the closet and picked out another shirt.

I tried not to stare too obviously at his naked chest and tattoo while he changed, but we both knew I was not good at being subtle.

"I can see you staring, you know." He said and then pulled the shirt over his head completely.

"Well...I have no line for this. And what if I was staring?"

"You still are."

"And?"

I crossed my arms and looked at him with a smug look on my face.

"I'm not complaining. But you have to let me stare at you too."

I blushed and he stepped towards me, cupping my face and kissing me. I wrapped my arms around his neck, as soon as he secured my waist with his and lifted me up. My heels fell to the floor and I put my legs around him until he walked backwards to go and sit at the edge of the bed.

He slid the jacket off my shoulders and then laid back so I would straddle him from thighs to neck. His hands came to rest on the back of my thighs under the dress and I could feel something warm building in the pit of my stomach.

I kissed down his neck and tried to pretend like Emma and Carly weren't sleeping literally a few inches away from us. Were they awake? Could they see and hear us? Dear God.

"Noah-"

"Just kiss me." He whispered into my neck and who was I to deny him such a nice plea?

I sat up on his thighs and trailed my hands down his chest until I reached the hem of his shirt, and then pulled it off his head.

He smirked and did the same thing to my dress. When he looked me up and down in the dim light coming from the balcony it made me a bit self-conscious, standing there in just my underwear, but I got over it quickly because he began kissing down my neck and pushing my hair to the other side.

Noah kissed me and it didn't even take a split of a second before he unhooked my bra. He cupped my boobs for a while as we kissed, and then flipped us over so he could hover over me.

"Move up." he told me and I obeyed, moving further up his king sized bed until I was on the other half that wasn't occupied by Carly and Emma, who seemed to be asleep.

My heart was beating out of my chest; probably because I was nervous-what if he thought that I wasn't good enough at...stuff?

He took off his pants before he kneeled on the bed and came to lie between my legs. His hands went up and down my thighs as we roughly kissed, and when he started grinding his body against mine he lost me.

My mind went into overdrive and all I could think about was how bad I wanted him to fuck me. Take my virginity, whatever.

"Noah."

"Say it."

"I want you to f-"

"Oh Jesus Christ."

We stopped and turned our heads to see a disgusted Emma looking at us.

"Can't someone have thirty minutes of sleep around here? Honestly, get a room."

"We do have a room." I told her.

"Yeah, my room as a matter of fact."

I smiled at Jake, but then I saw Noah whispering something to Harry, who nodded excitedly and walked towards us. He put his arm around a surprised Jake, which meant that I wouldn't be kissing my gay best friend tonight.

I eyed Noah, who winked and waved me over.

"So I guess...I'm going to kiss you at midnight." I told him and he shrugged.

"I don't mind."

"Ten! Nine! Eight! Seven! Six!" Jake started and I nervously twiddled with the firework that was still burning in my hand.

"Three! Two! One!"

Noah smiled and leaned down to kiss me just as the clock turned to 00:00. We kissed for a couple of seconds until he pulled back to go and light the bigger fireworks.

I smiled like an idiot and Emma saw because she came right over to me looking really smug.

"Sooo...you and Noah?"

"What about me and Noah?"

"You together or?"

"Oh no. We're just...friends who like to kiss."

"And fuck."

"We haven't done that yet so."

"Right.

I shrugged and our conversation was cut short when the fireworks finally started shooting up in the sky, one by one.

"This is amazing." I said while a few boys came out with bottles of champagne and trays of glasses.

I took a glass and a few seconds passed before Noah raised his glass.

"To the best year yet. Happy 2015!"

"Cheers!" everyone said at once as we clinked glasses.

As I drank, I caught Noah's eye and he winked. I got a weird feeling in my stomach and winked back.

This is definitely going to be an interesting 2015.