Baby I'm A Sinner novel Chapter 38

"I could lend you some."

"Thank you, but no thank you."

"We're gonna go sleighing in the back yard do you want to come?" Jake interrupted us, appearing with Harry next to me.

"Sure." I shrugged. "I just gotta dress up thicker so I won't die from the cold."

Harry decided to accompany me to my room where I quickly changed in the bathroom, and then we made our way back downstairs and outside, where Jake and Noah were already smoking.

Dani+Noah:

"Couldn't wait for me, could you?" I asked and shook my head, holding my hand out for Noah to put a cigarette in.

"What?" he asked, like he had no idea what I was talking about.

"Don't play dumb." I smiled and he sighed, giving me a cigarette.

Once we finished smoking Harry finally gripped into the sled they'd brought (God knows where they got it), and invited me to sit behind him so we could sleigh down the hill.

"What if we fall over? I don't want to die."

"Shut up and get on." He laughed and I sighed, finally sitting down behind him and gripping into the sides of the sled.

We screamed as we went down the hill and to my surprise and luck, we didn't actually fall over.

"Ugh, I don't want to climb the whole hill up again." I whined.

"I can carry you."

"Oh, I don't think you can."

"Yes I can. Come on." He smiled and crouched down so I could get on his back and wrap my limbs around his waist and neck.

He carried me up the hill while also pulling the sled behind him. We finally got back and now it was Jake's turn to go down the hill with Noah.

"Want to go one more time?" Harry asked and I shook my head, sitting down in a pile of snow next to him.

"I'm going to make a snow angel but you go ahead."

"You're no fun." He pouted but got on the sled nonetheless before pushing himself forwards.

Jake laid down next to me and decided to join me into making snow angels, while Noah lit up another cigarette.

He decided that kicking the snow in my direction would be fun, which only made me mad.

"Stop it." I warned and punched him in the leg.

"Or what?" he teased, kicking some snow on my face, making me scream and finally sit up properly.

"You fucking asshole!"

"Whoa, easy." He laughed and I stood up to try and push him on the ground, but with no success.

"You actually think you're going to knock me down? You're so tiny, try again in a few years."

"Fuck you."

"You wish princess."

I rolled my eyes and turned around to ask Jake to go inside with me, when I felt something cold running down my back. I realized that Noah literally let snow down my back.

I screamed and jumped away, smacking him over the face.

"You fucking idiot I'm going to get sick now!"

"So?" he cockily smirked and shrugged.

"You're so annoying sometimes, I swear to God." I huffed and turned around to go and walk inside, despite Jake's screams for me to stay and just ignore Noah's shitty attitude.

***

It was twenty minutes later when there was a knock on the door, but it was probably Jake so I didn't bother to get up and actually open it.

The knocks kept insisting so groaned and got up from the bed, walking to the door bundled up in the blanket and opening it.

"What?" I asked, to turn surprised after because it wasn't Jake. It was Noah.

"Hi." He smiled and I wanted to slap that smirk off his face.

"What do you want?"

"Can't I say hi?"

"Not after you poured snow down my back."

He rolled his eyes.

"Jake and Harry are getting high in my room."

"And you don't want to smoke with them?"

"Nah. They'll probably end up fucking or something."

"Jake and Harry? I doubt it."

"I don't. So can I come in or are you going to keep me here?"

"I'm going to keep you here."

He pouted and I sighed, stepping aside so he could come in.

He let out a satisfied moan after he took a sip, before placing it on the night.

"Can you scratch my back?"

"Why?"

"Because it feels good."

"I thought only girls did that to each other."

"Nah. Harry usually scratches my back but girls do it better because they have long fingernails."

"Okay then."

I reached my hand out and started scratching him as I drank from my mug, but he stopped me and took his jacket and shirt off, leaving himself topless.

"You're going to get cold." I told him, trying to seem unfazed by his sudden nakedness.

"No I'm not."

I shrugged and continued scratching him while he started telling me about the afterparty that he's going to throw after the Winter Formal.

"Are your parents really not saying anything when you throw parties every week?"

He shrugged. "They don't care."

"Can you check the heater? I don't even think they turned the heat on."

He got up from the bed and I let my hand fall into my lap, setting the now empty cup on the nightstand.

"Yeah it's on. You still cold?"

"Mhm."

He bit his lip for a second, thinking about something, before he asked:

"Do you want me to help you get warm?"

"How?" I asked, my heart beating faster.

He smirked and put his knee at the foot of the bed, gently pushing me on my back so my head was against the pillow.

"Noah." I said and he shushed me, untangling me from my blanket.

"Open your legs for me."

I gulped and did as he asked, so he could kneel over to me and start kissing my neck.

"You smell good." He mumbled against my neck, before pulling back and shuffling further down the bed.