Baby I'm A Sinner novel Chapter 21

"Fuck." I mumbled and saw Luke leaning against the doorframe, causing me to turn red.

"Maybe you should get them off. You can't walk around like that. And I think the shirt is pretty long anyway."

"Ugh, but I hate wearing dresses."

"You'd look great." He said.

"Okay."

I took off my shoes before I shimmied out of my jeans and then folded them.

"Where should I put them?"

"Just put them in the clothes hamper and you can ask Noah to bring them to school once they've been washed."

"I can't do that. It's rude."

"Everyone does it, trust me."

"Okay then." I said and let the jeans fall in the hamper by the door, over several other shirts and jackets.

My cheeks were burning because now I was only wearing a long shirt that could go for a dress, and that only reached my upper thighs. Thankfully it went over my ass.

"You want to go back down?"

"Sure. And--sorry."

"Here you go, and, don't worry." He said and smiled, showing off a dimple. He offered me a Spearmint gum pack and I took a piece.

"Thanks."

We walked back down together, I was aware of people staring at me for too long, probably because of the horrible way my legs looked.

"Ooh." Jake said and clapped his hands when I neared the couch. "Nice outfit."

"I--spilled something on it." I muttered and sat down next to him.

Carly and Jade were missing, so there was enough space for me to sit down too.

"Nice golf ball you got there." Harry pointed out to my neck with the hand that was holding the joint, and I frowned, before I remembered that Luke had sucked the life out of my skin there.

Noah's eyes fell on my neck, before he leaned over to Luke to whisper something in his ear. I frowned because he definitely said something about me, which caused Luke to nod and wink.

"What?" I asked and stood up to take a step closer to them.

"Nothing." Luke smirked and patted the place next to him. I looked over at Noah with raised brows, but he was shamelessly tracing my body with his eyes.

I sat down next to Luke and he offered me a cigarette which I happily accepted. I felt better now since I threw up and had no alcohol in my system.

After we smoked two cigarettes, he decided he wanted to snog me again so he grabbed the back of my neck with no warning whatsoever, and brought our mouths together for the third time that night.

"Do you want to maybe dance?" he whispered in my ear because the music was too loud.

"Sure." I nodded and stood up, reaching a hand out for him.

The fact that we'd already made out three times made me sort of confident. I found my way through the people in the middle of the living room, where he pressed his chest against my back.

A David Guetta remix started and I smiled because his arm came around my waist, pulling me even closer, which caused my shirt to ride up a bit.

His other hand came up to my neck, tilting it to the side so he could press kisses along it.

The bass dropped and he stilled, letting me move against him, more specifically against his crotch. His fingertips dug into my hips and he started grinding himself against me; and soon we were moving in sync.

I closed my eyes and moved an arm around his neck to kiss him. He complied and we started making out, completely standing still now. I turned around and he slid his hands down to cup my ass once again.

"I need a drink." I yelled into his ear over the music and he nodded, letting go of me.

Everything became a big blur after that. I remembered having one, maybe six shots, of Tequila and making out with Luke a bit more on the couch, before we went back upstairs where I may have (definitely did) sucked him off, and then we fell asleep next to each other fully-dressed.

The next morning hit me like a wall of bricks. My head was pounding and I still had the taste of alcohol mixed with cigarettes in my mouth.

I avoided rubbing my eyes as I sat up, stretching my arms out. I looked to my right to see Luke still sleeping, and there was another person at our feet.

I stood up from the bed and looked around, taking in the room. We were in Noah's room and five more people were passed out on the floor.

I walked into the bathroom to wash my face and then my teeth with my finger. I managed to comb my hair before I walked back out, and then out of the room completely.

A lot of people were just sleeping on the hallway, against the walls or just plain on the floor. The kitchen was a mess and I found Noah talking to Zack in the back garden, on the lounge chairs.

"Hi. Um, good morning." I said awkwardly and sat down on the same chair as Noah.

"Yeah, but he clearly likes her and she seemed to enjoy herself last night."

"Well--I mean. I wouldn't mind doing it again if that's what you mean. But I don't know if he wants to."

"So you're saying you'd like him to be your boyfriend?"

I shrugged, "I don't know."

I started drinking the juice that tasted horribly, but it was worth it if it meant that I wouldn't have to talk to them about this anymore.

One hour later Jake and Jade were up and found us by the pool, so around one in the afternoon I was dropped off at home.

I ended up sleeping the whole day and woke up at eight in the evening, still dressed with just my shirt and wearing the shoes in bed. Charlie was sleeping on my legs so she wasn't that pleased when I tried moving away from her.

I had thirteen messages on WhatsApp, eleven of them from our group. They were irrelevant, just photos Jake and Emma sent from the other night.

The other two were from an unknown number.

Unknown number: hey what's up? :)

Unknown number: this is luke btw

I smiled as I added him into my contact list.

Dani: hi :) nothing much, just woke up :))

Luke: oh cool me too :))

Luke: just wanted to tell you that ur not half bad at bj's ;)

Dani: * blushing emoji *

Luke: so do u want to go out sometime?

Dani: like a date?

Dani: :D

Luke: sure :) how about we go to a movie tomorrow?