75. This Darkness Within Me
AZURA.
Cartel?
All traces of sleep vanished as I stared at the man before me. A man who for a second, I was unable to recognise.
How could Leo be part of a cartel, and I had no idea about it?
He was watching me emotionlessly, but I knew he was analysing my reaction.
How do you react to that?
I looked away, feeling a sudden pressure in my head.
A Cartel.
“So… When you say a Cartel? Do you mean like a secret Mafia boss?” I asked, my voice sounding hoarser than I planned.
“There is a difference between a Cartel
and a Mafia boss… but yeah, they are
similar enough.”
–
“So…” I ran my hand through my hair,
trying to organise my thoughts.
Gangs.
Just like him…
“You know Judah had a gang…” I said, feeling my emotions all over the place.
Although his was just totally different,
and they terrorised people.
“A gang is different from an organisation, but do you remember anything about it, or what they called themselves? Any information could help u
s.” He asked sharply.
My eyes flashed as I looked at him. “We
are discussing you, but no, I don’t, I just
know he had a gang of idiots on bikes
with him all the time. Let’s not change the topic.” I reminded him, frowning
deeply.
“Alright… what do you want to know?”
Our eyes met and I felt my heart squeeze.
What did I want to know?
He wasn’t a bad person… he wasn’t…
“Azura.”
I couldn’t think properly, running my hand through my hair again as I exhaled
slowly.
The Heimtückische Wölfe… now that he
said it, I had heard of it… An organisation
that was mentioned on the human news
several times, wait… Weren’t they the ones responsible for the explosion of that private jet not long ago? Although there
were no arrests made – then there was
the fact that they were just unable to link
anyone to the Heimtückische Wölfe
Cartel.
Now it made sense.
His hand touched my thigh, snapping me from my thoughts. My chest was heaving
as I looked at him.
“Did you not think this was something I should have known about?” I asked icily. “I told you everything about me.”
“I told you everything important, the Cartel is just something on the side-”
“On the side?! Leo! The entire world
knows of it! It’s a growing criminal organisation birthed in the United Kingdom, not even that old, yet it has grown at a terrifying rate! One that is responsible for the largest quantity of drugs being brought into the country, and you just miraculously forgot to tell m
e?”
“There are far worse crimes than drugs, i
f it’s not me bringing them in, then
someone else would.” He replied quietly. 2
I knew that, but that doesn’t mean it excused him from telling me.
I wish I knew what he was thinking, but he had his walls up.
A Cartel…
“Fine. Whatever.” I said quietly as I turned my back on him and lay down. I was no angel myself… but what hurt the most, was that he hadn’t told me, that I didn’t even know what Leo Rossi, or
should I say my Cartel Boss of a mate was? He was far more of a mystery than I
had thought.
“Baby…”
“Don’t call me that, it irritates me!” I snapped as I felt his weight shift on the bed, and his arms wrapped around me, pulling me back against his chest. The
warmth of his body was pleasant. Sparks danced through me, and I bit my lip to not react as the feeling of his firm, sexy body pressed completely against me, igniting a fire that only he could.
“Fine, I won’t call you that, for now. Look, the last few weeks have been fucking crazy, there wasn’t time for us to go over everything…” His voice was calm as his lips met my neck, that rippling soothing effect working like damn magic. “I know… it’s a crime, but I assure you we
have limits, there’s no human or organ trafficking. My men are made to hold the values of the organisation. There are crimes that are forbidden, and anyone breaking the code of conduct by abusing the defenceless and innocent… or killing them, pay the consequences. The only thing we work with, are drugs and
weapons.
I frowned; he was missing the damn point here. But I wanted to hear what he
had to say anyway.
He sucked on my neck and I felt him throb against me, making my eyes flutter shut as my breathing became heavier.
“Don’t you dare try to use the mate bond t o calm me down.” I growled.
“I’m not. I just need you to hear me out.” Why was his voice so soothing and calm?
“Hurry up.” I growled.
Another tantalising kiss was placed on m y neck before he continued. “I created the cartel to make sure that we had the money to protect ourselves if the need arose. To make sure that all the orphans and children of our pack had the financial support to continue in life. Slowly the organisation began growing, and my claim and position soon gave me power over other gangs in the area. It gave me a thrill, a purpose… Dad refused to hand m e the title, and so I had to find a way to
provide for those who had nothing and to
find my own purpose. I put a stop to crimes that even the police could do nothing about. The law needs proof, and
without it many who are worse than me would walk free. I don’t want to fucking seem like I’m trying to make it sound like we did good when I know my actions don’t sit right with you.”
“Then you don’t even know me.” I
muttered, sighing heavily. Slowly, I
turned in his arms and looked up at him. ”
I’m no angel Leo… I don’t even have an
issue with you being a cartel boss…” It’s
kinda sexy; yes, I’m weird, and I love
toxic crap. 2
My words took him by surprise, so even the mighty smart Leo Rossi got shocked a t times. “I’m upset that you never mentioned it to me,” I said quietly.
“I’m sorry, I have been planning to tell Dad soon… somehow I didn’t even think t
o let you know.”
His fingers ran through my hair before he gripped the back of my neck, the look in those ice-blue eyes told me he was telling the truth.
“What else do you do that I don’t know o f?” I asked sharply.
“I own high-end nightclubs around the country, strip clubs, my own search engine company, safe from humans, and a security company which is in the works that will provide high-tech security. I have stakes in many powerful companies worldwide, and I own a string of hotels across Europe… And…” I saw the hesitation in his eyes, as he licked his lips, exhaling. “I’m the creator of the Alpha X Gen games.”
emotions and feelings bleed into mine.
His thoughts entered my head… His belief that I was made for him, his appreciation of my reaction, his relief that I was fine with it, his fear of me turning away from
him, his promise to never do anything
that I wouldn’t approve of. His will to do
better…
Mine…
Yeah, he was mine, as I was his.
We both had a darkness in us, we both
were different, yet we truly were made for one another.
I know that many would feel angry that I was ok with him being involved in the Cartel, but I’m not perfect either… Maybe someday Leo would step away from that path, and when he did, I’d be the first to b e proud of him and help him… but for now … I would be by his side, as his greatest supporter, because my mate was my
entire world.
His phone beeped, and he pulled away, sighing in frustration at the interruption.
“The meeting?” I whispered, thinking I was down to fuck him all over again, but i t was an important meeting.
He nodded, looking at me. “Thank you… for being you.”
“Hmm, you’re not forgiven for keeping it from me. I will think of a punishment.”
He raised his eyebrow, looking so damn sexy that I almost wanted to drop to my knees and give him one hot blow job, but no, I’m meant to be angry with him, not worshipping that cock that I loved.
“I’m not?” He replied smirking cockily and I realised he had heard my thoughts; I quickly slammed my walls up wondering why no one ever talked about how hard this was? 1
“No, you’re not.” I said, before becoming serious, tilting my head and looking at him. “And just so we’re clear, you are to g o to those clubs for a show. If I find out
Leo…”
“I won’t, rest assured you are the only
one who I fucking want to look at.”
“Good.” I replied, running my fingers through his hair before gazing into his
eyes. “You’re far more powerful than you
let on…
He lowered me down, slowly kissing me deeply before releasing me. He picked me up and carried me to the bed, placing me down with one final kiss on the forehead. He walked across to his wardrobe and took out a smart white shirt and black pants, and got dressed quickly, looking damn sexy in the process.
What exactly was Leo Rossi…
“Let’s just say… I’m the King in the shadows.” He replied with a sexy wink,
looking at me over his shoulder as he slipped his shoes on and headed to the
bedroom door.
The King in the Shadows…
“I’ll be back soon, beautiful.”
Nodding, I stared at his broad back as he
looked at me one last time, giving me a tiny smirk before he closed the door after
him.
A king…
In this world, there were many different types of people… yet Leo, Leo had something that truly was at the level of a true king.
I mean, I’m not being biassed, but I think
Leo could even give Alejandro a run for
his money… 4
A/N: Just a quick note, I know there have
been several comments as the book has
progressed about Leo’s involvement in
the cartel and how Azura will ‘fix’ him or
how it is a really bad thing. However, please remember that this is a work of fantasy, not real life. Thank you 13
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