Alpha alec's redemption (Sadie) novel Chapter 94

It kills me to know that’s what she feels. It destroys my already shattered heart. How are you supposed to deal with your wolf hating you?

“Piper” Alec calls and I turn to him with tears in my eyes.

“Can you tell me everything? How you found Sadie.” I mutter, feeling completely drained and tired as hell.

He nods, “Come on then, this isn’t the place to talk.”

He gives me his hand and after taking one last look at my mate, I turn, and follow him. He leads me through the dungeon, the pack house and finally outside.

We walk for a couple minutes, until we find a small bench at the back of the house that was facing a beautiful pond. It was a bit chilly, even though the sun was already up in the sky.

We take a seat, with both facing forward.

Alec sighs, before asking, “Where do you want me to start?”

“The beginning” I reply.

“Sadie is my mate, and we have a three-year-old daughter.”

“W-what?” I stammer, in complete astonishment.

Before I can get over the shock of his words, he proceeds to tell me everything. I mean everything. The words pour out of him and take me by surprise each and every time.

When he is done, I stare at him in shock, my brain unable to function. I think he might have short-circuited it because I can’t fucking think. The most shocking of all the things he told me, is Sadie being the alpha of this pack.

That’s something I would never have predicted.

“I can’t imagine what you’re going through, Alec” I whisper, my heart going to him. “You lost one mate, and now your second chance mate doesn’t want anything to do with you.”

“We messed up,” I whisper in defeat. “We really messed up when it comes to Sadie.”

“I know,” he growls, before standing up. “I fucking know.”

Alec is my brother and I know this is eating him up. The fact that he hurt his mate is destroying him from the inside out.

The Sadie I knew was pretty forgiving and if it were back then, I would have assured Alec that she'd forgive him. The Sadie of now though, is unpredictable. I don’t know much about her, but from the snippets I’ve gotten since I came, she doesn’t look like one to forgive easily.

“What are we going to do?” I choke up as the reality of things crash into me.

He releases a grunt of frustration before running a hand down his face. “I don’t know Piper. I just don’t know.”

My heart hurt at the helplessness in his voice. Alec is usually assured and confident. Right now, he looked anything but, and I hated it.